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4 of us at Danny's open house

Open House En Rosdan (Met En Ramlan)

Yamcha at Pavillion :D (I didn't drink....hahaah)

Pavillion, me and April

Have to go on!! Don't give up!!

I was busy since last month, till now i don't have much time to get rest!! :) Anyway, i'm really enjoy my busy life. at the same time, my colleagues and I attended two concerts in KLCC, MPO. I have not been there for 4 years, the last concert I attended was the choir concert in year 2004. Anyway, I enjoyed all the performance, especially the baroque orchestra. All of us were enjoyed till the end of the performance.

Ayeshah and I took photo with SARAH CHANG!!! I really love her performance, she interpreted the repertoire really well, and she enjoyed her playing, i love her expression!! :D Haha... caryne was really envy both of us can take photo with her!! :D

The latest performance I attended was Jamu, this performance was all about the combination between classical music and classical karnatik music. I did enjoy the whole session of performance, i felt calm and peaceful environment around me!! Firstly, thanked to Mr. Joseph for informing me about this performance.

See!!! I was busying around here and there, of course I got to concentrate on study.

About my study, I really surrender!! But still I'm still believe I can manage to handle and over my problems, SOON!! Last Thursday was my preview of my final, I did prepare well, BUT I got lost and blur WHILE I WAS PLAYING, this was a terrible moment, I don't know why I can't concentrate on my playing. Of course I don't blame anyone, and I wanted to thank to my dearest teacher, Mr. Lim for his patient and his teaching towards me. I know I'm a Stubborn person, like a bull.... Hahahah

Right now I need to finish my final report, i need to translate all my information into Bahasa Malaysia. This is headache, sometime I get confuse about what i've translate. But I'm NOT going to give up!!!

I CAN DO IT!!! I WANT TO SUCCESS IN MY LIFE!!

wish me all the best.....

Cheers up!!

SLIMMING INFO!!

http://blog.yam.com/sandy5/article/11802352

http://blog.xuite.net/joy777155/blog/4912846

http://www.dietrose.com/jpfit.html

http://www.lpwcn.com/Index.html

http://www.ssnn.net/

http://eloseweight.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_10.html

安慰或不

昨天上课的情况比起星期一来得好. 至少我得到少少的安慰. 我终于做到了!! (虽然还不是最好的) 下两个星期我将会面临Preview,希望我的学习进度会越来越好.

加油吧!!

I need INFO!!

I'm currently busy on my final preparation, finding and digging some important information for my report, I got to do research on my instrument, PIPA. This is an ancient chinese traditional musical instrument, it has found in 3000 years ago. :)

I hope I can pass up my report on date due... :)

Cheers!

English Learning

I got to improve my english language level, especially in writing. I found some website that helps me a lot on improving my language. Enjoy

Recently....

Long time no blog!! :) I'm kind of busy recently, on my study, working... My life is getting interesting, I attended swimming class on every monday, just because I wanna slim down!! getting fat already.

Recent photos :)

Three of us, Me, Elaine and April (Met up with jancy at pavillion)

Me, Jancy and Elaine

Me and Ayeshah at hulu selangor for orchestra outting :) COOL!! Me on the bridge

Nice View...

Me with bamboo :)

Me, Liu Yi and Ayeshah

time goes fast... A week has been gone!! :)
Monday was public holiday (National Day), My buddies called me in the morning to jog at Titiwangsa Lake garden. After that, we went to sungai wang to shout out our feelings in Green Box. :) Reached home around 1700, had dinner with family. Around 2030, my colleague invited me to accompany her to pub near Petaling, her piano teacher was performed in that gig too... :)

Tues, sick... Just attended choir rehearsal at night

Wed, Went to ask in the afternoon, because my composition class has cancelled. Having pipa instrumental class around 6pm.... I was really sorry to april, because i 'fang fei ji'.... She wanted yamcha with me, but I think i should went home early... :)

Thurs, taught in chong hwa... I really don't know what happened to one of my students, he can't control hiself anymore... He fought with other students... Haiz...

Fri, I went to sedaya college with chris, What i can say i was having one day trip to sedaya college... i called my friend, but she didn't pick up my call, i don't know what happened to her... :) Anyway, I went there before :)

Opps.. I did it again

Why? Why? Why am I SO SO SO SO STUPID!!! I SHOULDN'T!! Shouldn't!! Why?
No next time anymore... No messanging anymore.. I should stop my feelings...
I need to change myself!! I want to success in my life... CHANGE!!

1st, SLIM DOWN!! until 45kg...

2nd, Be more confident...

3rd, TEKAD DIRI... I CAN DO IT!!

4th, more concentration on my study... I wanna change myself!!

OSR performance

Finally!! I done it!! :)
The performance finally end... :D

Nothing much to say... But photos will be post soon :)

Am i stupid?

Why should I wait? I shouldn't wait... What I can do now, just pretend nothings happened!! Sometimes I feel that I'm really idiot, why I take a step forward towards him... why? why? I hate of being nice anymore... TO ANYONE!!! They always take advantages on me... I hate this, you thought i'm really nice person? NO!!

I did this once before, i got to give up!! No chance to you la.... give up la... Don't think him anymore....

My college life has began already a month, I asked my teacher how is my progress... I already know the answer, but still I want to ask... Because I got to face this problem!! I can't hide myself anymore.... WAKE UP WAKE UP!! In year 2008, I've done some of my targets such as grade 6 violin examination, get slim(so far not yet, but in progress) etc. I hopefully I can handle all this tasks and be calm and patient all the time...

I went to a gig on tues (26/8) at Cloth and Clef around bukit bintang, one of my friend (Ang) called me and invited me to this gig, actually I'm not allowed to attend gig, because I was supposted having choir rehearsal at night... But then, I wanna GO!! hehe... :) Btw, this was the first time I went to a pub. I was quite suprised too, because my closest friends asked me to join along them to pub I always declined... :) Anyway, it was an experience to me :) Actually, my friends (stanley, jun, aizad and luqman) were playing for this gig. quite pretty good... Although there was some mistakes, but a nice performance :D Great job to them....

Tonight (29th of august) was my first time perform in a large orchestra, one of my best buddy (Ayeshah) and I joined OSR last month. Anyway, we learnt a lot! How to balancing ourself in a large orchestra, enjoy the music. This was the first night..

Last word! WORK HARD... I CAN DO IT!!

Change!

Life is no end... I need to look forward rather than looking back. I met one of my colleague, she just graduated on june, I ask her where is she going to continue her degree study. She told me she might continue in my college, before that she declined to continue, this is because many things happened during her final project preparations, I noticed that too.... She faced lots of problems, and the management didn't give any cooperations... But now, it's a right decision for her to continue study in my college.

After the conversation with her, I discussed this with my instrumental lecturer, he advised me future your studies as far you can before 27 year-old, because getting young is a privelleges, I still have stamina and energy to concentrate on my study... :D

Anyway, i'll consider this... I need to think seriously on this :D

WHY AM I THE ONE WHO TREATED BADLY??

I HATE THIS!! HATE THIS!!! You though I'm stupid?? I still can survive if you don't offer me.... I'm the one who is going to work, of course I need to know every single details... Why shouldn't I ask?

Why why why....

Opportunity

I got a phone call from TV3, a producer for Malaysia Hari Ini. He is finding a performer who can play chinese instrument to perform in program Malaysia Hari Ini. When I heard about this, I totally shocked, because I don't have the confidence to perform 'live'.... Honestly I DON'T HAVE 'IT'. I know this is silly, I should grab this opportunity.... at last I decided to decline him. Anyway, I'm busy on the day of performance too.... I need to settle some serious matter...
HAIZ....
Hope that I can get this opporurnity next time... :D

All the best to me
JIA YOU!!

Decision

Decision....

My friend offered me a teaching job in pahang, honestly I'm not really interested with that, but pahang is really far.... Can you imagine, a trip to there I need 3 hours time... This is really tiring.... But anyway, I'll think seriously on this matter. Anyway, it's an opportunity to me

Wish me luck

What should I do? Tell me.....

Sorry for my long missing... :D Kindly busy recently on my final project, choosing repertoires, practicing 3-4 hours a day (non-stop). Frankly speaking, i don't have the confident at all on my final... I don't know why. Maybe I've got some bad influences from my seniors, last minute preparation you'll deserve bad reputation. That's what I notice....

Although I'm busy on my final... I'm still busy on my composition class... I'm sorry to my teacher, I always cancel my class... :D Of course I've my reasons to cancel it. Hehe...
While I'm having composition class, I've lots of inspirations on doing compositions :D Just a simple tune with simple chords....

Secondly, I don't have the ability on my violin playing. I joined NYO 19.07.2008, at the same time I got all repertoires for the concert in end of August. I noticed, I CAN'T DO IT!! Lots of technics I don't know.... I need time to practice... The problem I'm facing now, I'm lack of time. Hehe... :D

Nowadays, lots of my friends asked me, why I'm still single? Hey.... Not I DON'T WANT!! My Mr. Right isn't there yet!! Erm... Maybe one day, I'll introduce to you guys... OK? :D

Wish me all the best on my final, I NEED TIME!! I need to well arrange on my time management, so I can finish all my tasks at the same time.

思念是一種病 by 張震岳 & 蔡健雅

missing someone is really struggle and suffer... WHY AM I MISSING HIM SO MUCH?? :(

I shouldn't.....SHOULDN'T, i need to jump out!!

Finally!!

Finally, I CAN REST!! Peta has finished last night.... DONE!! What I can describe, the whole performances were GREAT!! Well done to my seniors, I'm going to miss them LOTS!! :)

I hope I can do my best on my peta next year

Me and Xin Nian

Ayeshah, Me and Ang

Me and Oasis Production (Chin, Ivy, Xiao Por)

Me and Ah Seng :)

My violin exam

FINALLY!! I've done with it!!

I reached Seremban last night around 2300, I really thanked with my friend, Chris for accompany me along to Seremban. While I'm waiting, I realized that I'm alone... If anythings happen I need to survive myself :) At last, my teacher fetched me and I stayed in Xiao Ting's place. She is really really kind to me, i'm glad that...

This morning, what I can say that... I'm not 'really' nervous, just as normal feeling having class with teacher, the differences was just an examiner, an stranger right infront of me examinated me. Honestly, i'm quite satisfied with my playing and repetution.... I REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS!!

Wish me all the best :)

My video :) Teknik Persembahan (12.05.2008)

PETA!!

Tonight, my seniors shall do final project performances... I should this final project this year, but... the situation didn't allow me, for those who knows me they will know the answer why I dropped this final project this year.

I do hope they can do the best, because this is the LAST performance in college :)
ALL THE BEST TO THEM

JAY CHOU and YU HAO

I'm damm TIRED!!

Although I've done every exams, but still I'm going to college everyday. Because my seniors shall have final project performance starts next week, as usual, few weeks before the performance all students who are involved in these performances will be BUSY enough of helping each performer :) Frankly speaking, I'm really really busy, because I almost go out everyday, even weekends..... Even I'm in semester break, but I don't 'FEEL' that I'm in HOLIDAY!!

At the same time, my sister and I are preparing choir performance in July for KL Festival. National Choir is having a huge concert with NSO orchestra next month, each choir members must attend all practices that have stated. For me, this is not a big problem for us, most of the rehearsals during in evening.

Nevertheless, next Friday (13.06.2008), this is my end of the world. I'm having violin exam in Seremban. I do hope I can do my best... Wish me luck. :)

This is my schedule for next week...

10.06.2008 (Tuesday) - PETA Beron (Pembuatan Alat)

11.06.2008 (Wednesday) -PETA Aween (Muzik Kreatif)

12.06.2008 (Thursday) - PETA Aishah (Persembahan)

13.06.2008 (Friday) - VIOLIN EXAM!! (Seremban)

15.06.2008 (Sunday) - PETA Eja and Ayeshah (Persembahan)

16.06.2008 (Monday) - PETA Cukin

* Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday - Choir Rehearsal

This is my time schedule for next week.... SEE!! I'm really busy enough

Pretend

This is one of my violin exam repertoires. One more week, it's the end of the world to me!!

I don't like this feeling, I really HOPE i can DO THE BEST on my exam.... But... I don't know why, i don't feel like doing any practices, not even touching my violin... How come this happen to me?

Sometimes, I hate my violin!! I tried so so so hard on my practices, but what I got was just negative comments.... I'm not mad on my teacher, i just felt WHY CAN'T I DO IT?!? WHAT CAN I DO? honestly, i really thank to my teacher, who is really patient and friendly always to me. (I'm a kind of person who is really STUBBORN, INPATIENT, EMOTION) :D

Anyway, I really hope that I can do well on my exam....

Chinese music - pipa Gao Hong " Flying Dragon" 中国琵琶－飞龙，高虹创作

LOVE THIS!!

你不在

你不在...

This is one of Lee Hom's hits song, i really LOVE it!!
Don't know why, i feel like listening this song... Maybe I'm not really in a good mood, need to cool down!!

I've finished my ear training exam in the morning. I'm really glad that i've done it! Right now I need to wait till next thursday for my ear training (Aural) :D

Wish me luck...

Improvement

I need to improve my languages, especially english. I'm regreted that I didn't study seriously on my language during my secondary school life... What a waste. Right now I realized how important is it. :D



In year 2008, I did plan some targets:



1. Preparing Grade 8 theory exam



2. Grade 6 violin practical exam (June 2008)



3. Preparing my final project (PETA-in year 2009)



4. Preparing my ATCL piano examination


5. Preparing MUET and IELTS



6. Lastly, SLIM DOWN till 45kg!!! (hehe....:D)



I do hope these will be come true, wish me luck....

COOL!!

Finally, i've done my practical exams yesterday :) On previous exams, of course I'm really nervous and tension, but.... what I can feel in this semester, I didn't feel any feeling on my exams, I didn't even practiced much or care about them. Why? Why? I really don't have any idea, what happened with me.

Anyway, what I can do now just prepare on my ear training exam and composition exam on next week. For these both examination, I've CONFIDENT to get gred A.

Yesterday, once I finished my exams Bambee and I went to Klang to find out the chinese instrumental in one of the etnic shop. Actually my pipa teacher and one of my seniors told us about this shop, the owner sold instrumental in cheap price.

While we entered, and ask the owner, what confused us, they didn 't even know what were we talking about. We told him, we wanted chinese instruments such as guzheng and pipa. But he seem didn't know anything, we were really embraress!! :) So we went out and called my teacher and my senior, both of them said that is the shop!! Erm..... What can we do? They didn't know anything about instruements at all. Anyway, we went to Klang without bringing anything back :D
HAHA.....

Marie Digby - Say It Again

NICE SONG!!!

Marie Digby - Say It Again

NICE SONG!!!

Such a joke :)

I'm not in a good mood, I feel like crying... I really don't want this to be happend. I wish I can control it, but it isn't that simple. What should I do? This is a big JOKE! I'm really stupid enough.... This is not fair to me, I worked so hard, that was the result i got? I can't pretend anymore, I wanna voice out!!!

Erm... I hope all things can be go well, so I can concentrate on my studies :)

Anyway, CHEERS UP!!

I CAN'T GET FAT ANYMORE!!!

I pounded my weight few days ago, my weight was still maintained in 60KG!! WHY?! WHY?! I really control my diet, I did all kinds of exercises.... WHY!!
Anyway, I still work hard on my weight controlling :)

Wait and See!!!

茉莉花 ~ Chinese folk song

A nice song... I like the arrangement :)

STRESS!!

Stress! Tension! In these few days I really felt stressed! I don't much time to online, chatting, hang out with friends or any entertainments. What I mostly do is practicing, prepare for exams..... that is hard time to me, I really need to overcome it!! What can I do? I need to work hard!! WORK HARD!!

I tried to avoid doing mistakes or be patient on my studies, especially on my instrumental studies. While I'm class with my teacher, i felt that what i've practiced for long time aren't effective or I kept doing mistatkes!! Why? Why? I try my best but the result I got..... ZERO!! i don't have much patient anymore, i feel like bang my instrumentsssss........

Last word, i must control my emotions and be more tolerate :)
KEEP IT!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

MORE Studio (02.03.2008)

Thanks to my friend, Ryan for upload the photos in friendster :)

Winnie, Ryan, Aaron and I were requested by our long time friend, Elaine to do a sound recording on the Sunday. A very long time, I didn't meet up Ryan :D


Ryan, Me, Aaron and Winnie were in the recording studio :D




Ryan and I :D

Me, Ryan, Elaine, Aaron and Winnie

Music Producers (Ah Khoon and Billy) with us :D

We had lots of fun and special experiences while we were waiting and doing recording :D I would like to thank to Elaine for giving us an opportunity. Thank You!!

我就是喜歡你

Title of this song is 我就是喜歡你, it means that I like you. :D
This is a new group in Taiwan, called 大嘴巴, The big mouth....

Enjoy

PLT Exam (05.03.2008)

PLT Exam. This is one of the important exam for all music students in my college, this exam shall lead us to our final project. On last wed, I've done second PLT, this was kind of late to me. :) I've decided to extend to fourth year, at least I've some time to polish up ALL basic techniques and interpretation.

Firstly, I thanked to my dearest instrumental teacher. He's really patient to me, and he helped me LOTS!!! I'm a kind of hot temper person, since I've chanced my instrumental teacher, I know how to control my temper and my emotion on my instrumental studies. In instrumental studies, we need to be lots of patient and emotion control while you are practicing :D Secondly, my dearest friend, she is one of my PLT examiner too :) she helped me lots, she was encouraged me to be independent and more mature person. :)

Hehe.... at least i'm satisfied with my PLT exam :)
But I need to work hard on my interpretation and FEEL THE MUSIC!! :D
Wish me LUCK

08.03.2008 (Election day)

I wake up this morning at 11oo, this was a new record. Since the beginning of the year, I didn't wake up so late, the latest is at 1000. :D

Today, of course is a BIG DAY to all malaysians, this is a decision for us to choose out future. I don't have the chance to vote, although I'm already in the age of 21 this year, but my birthday is in mid of the year, I can't register. So I need to wait till the next election :D

End of Chinese New Year 2008

I was kindly busy during chinese new year, the first day of chinese new year, I was performing in KLCC with my dear friend, bambee. :) The second day, I visited my grandmother, what can we did there is watching tv. (Sigh!) The third day, I went to ampang waterfall, maybe it was still school holiday, so there was lots of people, after that we went to relatives place :)

The choir began rehearsals on the 10th of feb, although it was still chinese new year, but we've performance on the 13th of feb,it was a concert called Konsert Barisan Budi.We met lots of artist such as Jacyln Victor, Dayang, Suki, Dina, Muthukumaran and others. We performed 5 nights, it was fun and we were enjoying during our performance :)

Bambee and I after the performance in KLCC :D

I LIKE THIS!!! title: Hip Hop Violin

Chinese New Year 2008

冬冬冬呛! 冬冬冬呛! 冬冬冬呛! 冬呛冬呛!
新年快乐!!!
农历新年即将来临了!! 我总觉得今年并没有新年的气氛, 或许是我太忙与我的学业及工作, 并没有多余时间想其他的事情了. 以往的农历新年我都一直抱着期待及愉快的心情, 但今年我只是想在农历新年假期内好好的休息, 享受人生. (哈哈, 我何时变得这么感性了?)

随着年纪的增长, 我渐渐发觉钱财是十分十分十分重要, 所谓 NO MONEY NO TALK, 这是我所领悟的. 在吉隆坡生活真的真的需要自立的观念, 不能太依靠周围身边的人. 因为他们也有生活上的需求, 我只好靠自己 :) 虽然我还是位求学中的学生, 但我必须考自己大一片事业创造美好的未来 :D

祝福我吧 :D 加油

Special experience

How are you, my dear blog? I almost forget the exist of my blog, how can I do this? Honestly, I'm tiring and busy last year, especially end of the year. I was busy for my exams, preparation of my performance, having rehearsals with my musicians. I was tensed! But I really thank god, what I've planned and prepared has done :)

Firstly, I really thank to my musicians, guitarist - indra, keyboardist - Kelvin, pianist - Ned, bassist - hafiz, and drummer - Cukin. Other than that, I would like to thank to my arranger - Isme, my dearest teacher who gave me lots of guide and advices - Mr. Ruslan. Without them, I'm afraid I can't complete my performance :) THANKS YOU!!!

That was my first time working in a band with ask musicians, it was a nice experiences, I need to compromise, be PATIENT, and the mostly important is independent. I need to prepare the scores and inform musicians about the rehearsal time. At first, I was not confident at all, because I didn't feel good with my presentation. Time goes by, finally I get through all the pities, hardness :) I'm really glad to have this special experience:)