OSR performance

Finally!! I done it!! :)
The performance finally end... :D

Nothing much to say... But photos will be post soon :)

Am i stupid?

Why should I wait? I shouldn't wait... What I can do now, just pretend nothings happened!! Sometimes I feel that I'm really idiot, why I take a step forward towards him... why? why? I hate of being nice anymore... TO ANYONE!!! They always take advantages on me... I hate this, you thought i'm really nice person? NO!!

I did this once before, i got to give up!! No chance to you la.... give up la... Don't think him anymore....

My college life has began already a month, I asked my teacher how is my progress... I already know the answer, but still I want to ask... Because I got to face this problem!! I can't hide myself anymore.... WAKE UP WAKE UP!! In year 2008, I've done some of my targets such as grade 6 violin examination, get slim(so far not yet, but in progress) etc. I hopefully I can handle all this tasks and be calm and patient all the time...

I went to a gig on tues (26/8) at Cloth and Clef around bukit bintang, one of my friend (Ang) called me and invited me to this gig, actually I'm not allowed to attend gig, because I was supposted having choir rehearsal at night... But then, I wanna GO!! hehe... :) Btw, this was the first time I went to a pub. I was quite suprised too, because my closest friends asked me to join along them to pub I always declined... :) Anyway, it was an experience to me :) Actually, my friends (stanley, jun, aizad and luqman) were playing for this gig. quite pretty good... Although there was some mistakes, but a nice performance :D Great job to them....

Tonight (29th of august) was my first time perform in a large orchestra, one of my best buddy (Ayeshah) and I joined OSR last month. Anyway, we learnt a lot! How to balancing ourself in a large orchestra, enjoy the music. This was the first night..

Last word! WORK HARD... I CAN DO IT!!

Change!

Life is no end... I need to look forward rather than looking back. I met one of my colleague, she just graduated on june, I ask her where is she going to continue her degree study. She told me she might continue in my college, before that she declined to continue, this is because many things happened during her final project preparations, I noticed that too.... She faced lots of problems, and the management didn't give any cooperations... But now, it's a right decision for her to continue study in my college.

After the conversation with her, I discussed this with my instrumental lecturer, he advised me future your studies as far you can before 27 year-old, because getting young is a privelleges, I still have stamina and energy to concentrate on my study... :D

Anyway, i'll consider this... I need to think seriously on this :D

WHY AM I THE ONE WHO TREATED BADLY??

I HATE THIS!! HATE THIS!!! You though I'm stupid?? I still can survive if you don't offer me.... I'm the one who is going to work, of course I need to know every single details... Why shouldn't I ask?

Why why why....

Opportunity

I got a phone call from TV3, a producer for Malaysia Hari Ini. He is finding a performer who can play chinese instrument to perform in program Malaysia Hari Ini. When I heard about this, I totally shocked, because I don't have the confidence to perform 'live'.... Honestly I DON'T HAVE 'IT'. I know this is silly, I should grab this opportunity.... at last I decided to decline him. Anyway, I'm busy on the day of performance too.... I need to settle some serious matter...
HAIZ....
Hope that I can get this opporurnity next time... :D

All the best to me
JIA YOU!!

Decision

Decision....

My friend offered me a teaching job in pahang, honestly I'm not really interested with that, but pahang is really far.... Can you imagine, a trip to there I need 3 hours time... This is really tiring.... But anyway, I'll think seriously on this matter. Anyway, it's an opportunity to me

Wish me luck

What should I do? Tell me.....

Sorry for my long missing... :D Kindly busy recently on my final project, choosing repertoires, practicing 3-4 hours a day (non-stop). Frankly speaking, i don't have the confident at all on my final... I don't know why. Maybe I've got some bad influences from my seniors, last minute preparation you'll deserve bad reputation. That's what I notice....

Although I'm busy on my final... I'm still busy on my composition class... I'm sorry to my teacher, I always cancel my class... :D Of course I've my reasons to cancel it. Hehe...
While I'm having composition class, I've lots of inspirations on doing compositions :D Just a simple tune with simple chords....

Secondly, I don't have the ability on my violin playing. I joined NYO 19.07.2008, at the same time I got all repertoires for the concert in end of August. I noticed, I CAN'T DO IT!! Lots of technics I don't know.... I need time to practice... The problem I'm facing now, I'm lack of time. Hehe... :D

Nowadays, lots of my friends asked me, why I'm still single? Hey.... Not I DON'T WANT!! My Mr. Right isn't there yet!! Erm... Maybe one day, I'll introduce to you guys... OK? :D

Wish me all the best on my final, I NEED TIME!! I need to well arrange on my time management, so I can finish all my tasks at the same time.