Recently....

Long time no blog!! :) I'm kind of busy recently, on my study, working... My life is getting interesting, I attended swimming class on every monday, just because I wanna slim down!! getting fat already.

Recent photos :)

Three of us, Me, Elaine and April (Met up with jancy at pavillion)

Me, Jancy and Elaine

Me and Ayeshah at hulu selangor for orchestra outting :) COOL!! Me on the bridge

Nice View...

Me with bamboo :)

Me, Liu Yi and Ayeshah

time goes fast... A week has been gone!! :)
Monday was public holiday (National Day), My buddies called me in the morning to jog at Titiwangsa Lake garden. After that, we went to sungai wang to shout out our feelings in Green Box. :) Reached home around 1700, had dinner with family. Around 2030, my colleague invited me to accompany her to pub near Petaling, her piano teacher was performed in that gig too... :)

Tues, sick... Just attended choir rehearsal at night

Wed, Went to ask in the afternoon, because my composition class has cancelled. Having pipa instrumental class around 6pm.... I was really sorry to april, because i 'fang fei ji'.... She wanted yamcha with me, but I think i should went home early... :)

Thurs, taught in chong hwa... I really don't know what happened to one of my students, he can't control hiself anymore... He fought with other students... Haiz...

Fri, I went to sedaya college with chris, What i can say i was having one day trip to sedaya college... i called my friend, but she didn't pick up my call, i don't know what happened to her... :) Anyway, I went there before :)

Opps.. I did it again

Why? Why? Why am I SO SO SO SO STUPID!!! I SHOULDN'T!! Shouldn't!! Why?
No next time anymore... No messanging anymore.. I should stop my feelings...
I need to change myself!! I want to success in my life... CHANGE!!

1st, SLIM DOWN!! until 45kg...

2nd, Be more confident...

3rd, TEKAD DIRI... I CAN DO IT!!

4th, more concentration on my study... I wanna change myself!!

OSR performance

Finally!! I done it!! :)
The performance finally end... :D

Nothing much to say... But photos will be post soon :)

Am i stupid?

Why should I wait? I shouldn't wait... What I can do now, just pretend nothings happened!! Sometimes I feel that I'm really idiot, why I take a step forward towards him... why? why? I hate of being nice anymore... TO ANYONE!!! They always take advantages on me... I hate this, you thought i'm really nice person? NO!!

I did this once before, i got to give up!! No chance to you la.... give up la... Don't think him anymore....

My college life has began already a month, I asked my teacher how is my progress... I already know the answer, but still I want to ask... Because I got to face this problem!! I can't hide myself anymore.... WAKE UP WAKE UP!! In year 2008, I've done some of my targets such as grade 6 violin examination, get slim(so far not yet, but in progress) etc. I hopefully I can handle all this tasks and be calm and patient all the time...

I went to a gig on tues (26/8) at Cloth and Clef around bukit bintang, one of my friend (Ang) called me and invited me to this gig, actually I'm not allowed to attend gig, because I was supposted having choir rehearsal at night... But then, I wanna GO!! hehe... :) Btw, this was the first time I went to a pub. I was quite suprised too, because my closest friends asked me to join along them to pub I always declined... :) Anyway, it was an experience to me :) Actually, my friends (stanley, jun, aizad and luqman) were playing for this gig. quite pretty good... Although there was some mistakes, but a nice performance :D Great job to them....

Tonight (29th of august) was my first time perform in a large orchestra, one of my best buddy (Ayeshah) and I joined OSR last month. Anyway, we learnt a lot! How to balancing ourself in a large orchestra, enjoy the music. This was the first night..

Last word! WORK HARD... I CAN DO IT!!

Change!

Life is no end... I need to look forward rather than looking back. I met one of my colleague, she just graduated on june, I ask her where is she going to continue her degree study. She told me she might continue in my college, before that she declined to continue, this is because many things happened during her final project preparations, I noticed that too.... She faced lots of problems, and the management didn't give any cooperations... But now, it's a right decision for her to continue study in my college.

After the conversation with her, I discussed this with my instrumental lecturer, he advised me future your studies as far you can before 27 year-old, because getting young is a privelleges, I still have stamina and energy to concentrate on my study... :D

Anyway, i'll consider this... I need to think seriously on this :D

WHY AM I THE ONE WHO TREATED BADLY??

I HATE THIS!! HATE THIS!!! You though I'm stupid?? I still can survive if you don't offer me.... I'm the one who is going to work, of course I need to know every single details... Why shouldn't I ask?

Why why why....

Opportunity

I got a phone call from TV3, a producer for Malaysia Hari Ini. He is finding a performer who can play chinese instrument to perform in program Malaysia Hari Ini. When I heard about this, I totally shocked, because I don't have the confidence to perform 'live'.... Honestly I DON'T HAVE 'IT'. I know this is silly, I should grab this opportunity.... at last I decided to decline him. Anyway, I'm busy on the day of performance too.... I need to settle some serious matter...
HAIZ....
Hope that I can get this opporurnity next time... :D

All the best to me
JIA YOU!!

Decision

Decision....

My friend offered me a teaching job in pahang, honestly I'm not really interested with that, but pahang is really far.... Can you imagine, a trip to there I need 3 hours time... This is really tiring.... But anyway, I'll think seriously on this matter. Anyway, it's an opportunity to me

Wish me luck

What should I do? Tell me.....

Sorry for my long missing... :D Kindly busy recently on my final project, choosing repertoires, practicing 3-4 hours a day (non-stop). Frankly speaking, i don't have the confident at all on my final... I don't know why. Maybe I've got some bad influences from my seniors, last minute preparation you'll deserve bad reputation. That's what I notice....

Although I'm busy on my final... I'm still busy on my composition class... I'm sorry to my teacher, I always cancel my class... :D Of course I've my reasons to cancel it. Hehe...
While I'm having composition class, I've lots of inspirations on doing compositions :D Just a simple tune with simple chords....

Secondly, I don't have the ability on my violin playing. I joined NYO 19.07.2008, at the same time I got all repertoires for the concert in end of August. I noticed, I CAN'T DO IT!! Lots of technics I don't know.... I need time to practice... The problem I'm facing now, I'm lack of time. Hehe... :D

Nowadays, lots of my friends asked me, why I'm still single? Hey.... Not I DON'T WANT!! My Mr. Right isn't there yet!! Erm... Maybe one day, I'll introduce to you guys... OK? :D

Wish me all the best on my final, I NEED TIME!! I need to well arrange on my time management, so I can finish all my tasks at the same time.

思念是一種病 by 張震岳 & 蔡健雅

missing someone is really struggle and suffer... WHY AM I MISSING HIM SO MUCH?? :(

I shouldn't.....SHOULDN'T, i need to jump out!!

Finally!!

Finally, I CAN REST!! Peta has finished last night.... DONE!! What I can describe, the whole performances were GREAT!! Well done to my seniors, I'm going to miss them LOTS!! :)

I hope I can do my best on my peta next year

Me and Xin Nian

Ayeshah, Me and Ang

Me and Oasis Production (Chin, Ivy, Xiao Por)

Me and Ah Seng :)

My violin exam

FINALLY!! I've done with it!!

I reached Seremban last night around 2300, I really thanked with my friend, Chris for accompany me along to Seremban. While I'm waiting, I realized that I'm alone... If anythings happen I need to survive myself :) At last, my teacher fetched me and I stayed in Xiao Ting's place. She is really really kind to me, i'm glad that...

This morning, what I can say that... I'm not 'really' nervous, just as normal feeling having class with teacher, the differences was just an examiner, an stranger right infront of me examinated me. Honestly, i'm quite satisfied with my playing and repetution.... I REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS!!

Wish me all the best :)

My video :) Teknik Persembahan (12.05.2008)

PETA!!

Tonight, my seniors shall do final project performances... I should this final project this year, but... the situation didn't allow me, for those who knows me they will know the answer why I dropped this final project this year.

I do hope they can do the best, because this is the LAST performance in college :)
ALL THE BEST TO THEM

JAY CHOU and YU HAO

I'm damm TIRED!!

Although I've done every exams, but still I'm going to college everyday. Because my seniors shall have final project performance starts next week, as usual, few weeks before the performance all students who are involved in these performances will be BUSY enough of helping each performer :) Frankly speaking, I'm really really busy, because I almost go out everyday, even weekends..... Even I'm in semester break, but I don't 'FEEL' that I'm in HOLIDAY!!

At the same time, my sister and I are preparing choir performance in July for KL Festival. National Choir is having a huge concert with NSO orchestra next month, each choir members must attend all practices that have stated. For me, this is not a big problem for us, most of the rehearsals during in evening.

Nevertheless, next Friday (13.06.2008), this is my end of the world. I'm having violin exam in Seremban. I do hope I can do my best... Wish me luck. :)

This is my schedule for next week...

10.06.2008 (Tuesday) - PETA Beron (Pembuatan Alat)

11.06.2008 (Wednesday) -PETA Aween (Muzik Kreatif)

12.06.2008 (Thursday) - PETA Aishah (Persembahan)

13.06.2008 (Friday) - VIOLIN EXAM!! (Seremban)

15.06.2008 (Sunday) - PETA Eja and Ayeshah (Persembahan)

16.06.2008 (Monday) - PETA Cukin

* Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday - Choir Rehearsal

This is my time schedule for next week.... SEE!! I'm really busy enough

Pretend

This is one of my violin exam repertoires. One more week, it's the end of the world to me!!

I don't like this feeling, I really HOPE i can DO THE BEST on my exam.... But... I don't know why, i don't feel like doing any practices, not even touching my violin... How come this happen to me?

Sometimes, I hate my violin!! I tried so so so hard on my practices, but what I got was just negative comments.... I'm not mad on my teacher, i just felt WHY CAN'T I DO IT?!? WHAT CAN I DO? honestly, i really thank to my teacher, who is really patient and friendly always to me. (I'm a kind of person who is really STUBBORN, INPATIENT, EMOTION) :D

Anyway, I really hope that I can do well on my exam....

Chinese music - pipa Gao Hong " Flying Dragon" 中国琵琶－飞龙，高虹创作

LOVE THIS!!