NEW HAND PHONE!! (16.06.09-Tuesday)

:D I bought a new phone! Nokia 3610 classic... Actually I didn't expect i will buy it so soon, but i decided to spend my money to buy a new one :D hahaha...

Available functions, 3G, camera with 2 megapixels, MP3, and others...
Can you guess how is the price? It's just RM420... :D ahhahaha

weak? miserable?

I think a lot.... And i can't find a solution for my problem... should i continue study? I wish too.. i want to further oversea too.. but.. financial problem.. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

MOVIE - HANNAH MONTANA

I watched movie with my buddies yesterday... LOVELY!!! I love the storyline... :D

PC!!!

My pc is getting dumb, and freaking slow!!!!! i can't upload any photos in any website even facebook... and i fed up!! I need to get a new one!!! Who wants to sponsor me??? :D heheh

Let me know! :D

Will try my best to upload all my photos (peta-final recital, osr tour concert, segi college, buddies, oasis friends and others....)

BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!

my birthday is in july.. but my 'ji mui' bought me a present... lovely, and it's really useful to me! :) it's a watch!! Cool...

I got phone call right after my performance at segi college on last sunday (7th of june), they said want to pass me something urgently, and it was around 10.30pm.. usually we don't meet up so late, because they work on the next day, they wanted me to guess what's the present, my first sight was WATCH... :) Bingo! It is!! :) Coollllll... Thanks a lot to them.. and we get knew each other almost 9 years... :) Glad that we still get in touch with each other!! :D

After a week

FINALLY!!! I've done my recital performance on last monday which is 1st of June... It was a disaster, luckily i can manage to do it! Well done!! :) heheh... although it was end, but i know it's not, it will be continue... I really hope they will improve the skill of being well management!!! This will not burden the student.

Monday (1st of june) - afternoon session : Uda, rabiatul, nabila and me
night session : Fazrah, Kak Lin, Ijam

Tuesday (2nd of june) - afternoon session : azam, ijad, eja, kecha, imran
night session : wan sawi, habib, amai

Wednesday (3rd of june) - afternoon session : keroz, kak natia, sarah, nik, nini
night session : sugesh, hidayah, rey

Thursday (4th of june) - afternoon session : marinus, li yiang, ahmad, indra, totoi
night session : reza, jun, kak ina

Friday (5th of june) - afternoon session : loga, anne, abang irwan, chris
night session : danny, ody, airul

Saturday (6th of june) - afternoon session : kak wati, abang azahar, izmer, yugee
night session : shamil, rosly, wan

basically, i was busy for a whole week... being in college from day to night, helped friends for final recital and watching performance.. overall they did excellent, congratulations to my friends for working so hard to archive our goal.

ALL THE BEST TO MY FRIENDS!!!

JOKE??? SHIT????

I supposed to do performance recital at 2.30mpm, which means NOW.. but i'm blogging.. do you know why??



Haha... can you imagine my performance recital changed because of those nonsense reasons? i know 'JUST' changed 2 hours later! but i don't care... you want to change you can change... i asked you to change no one support me! I told them what i faced since april... no one bothered me! I talk to head of department... i thought it was settled.. but no NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!! I wasn't settled... this is what i HATED!!!!!!!!!

What can i do? just face it!!! and calm down myself!!!

I'm sorry to my musicians and friends... sorry for the delay!!! I didn't expect that!

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我要怎么增加我的自信心呢？ 我老师说我被动，我并不否认，要怎么办呢？


不想不想了，必须休息！

I'm back

Had tour performance with National Youth Orchestra started from 2nd of may (Genting), 9th of may (Ipoh), 16th of may (Johor) and 23th of may (Kuantan). Tiring and fun... :) outting to waterfall (Ipoh) and beach (Kuantan). will upload photos soon! :D

but now i need to concentrate on my final!!! NEXT MONDAY is the day!!!!!!!

Vivaldi - Violin Concerto Op.3, No. 12 in E Major, RV 265

TOMORROW!!

I'll have a meeting with production stage manager, but my own stage manager might not available tomorrow, because his mom is in hospital, really pity to him. of course i'm not forcing him to attend the meeting... i'm just not happy with his way, he didn't pick up my phone call and not even reply my message. fine! Luckily my friend told me his situation... but anyway, my friends and i (uda, bella, rabiatul and me) will deal trough with the production stage manager. hehe :) i'm glad they still join this final project :D thanks to OASIS production! miss them a lot...

challenges

Although I passed up my report, but I still need time to do practices with my colleagues.

I had main problem... i understand how busy are my players, sorry to say that i'm worry about songs! But at least i've done 2 solo songs, 1 trio (hopefully my player will remember what i have done today). for my another 2 songs i haven't run through yet... especially my duet song, i'm still rushing all those semiquavers, i hate that!!

I told my teacher about that matter, he said i need to really relax while i play that particular parts, what i noticed my hand just can't control and my mental was out of my mind! how? how? how? my teacher advised me to get relax and concentrate on my RH wrist, the movement!!! haiz... i can overcome this matter soon!!! :D

老实说我真的对学院的制度已经绝望了。我不晓得他们真的有在办事吗？难道通知老师真的这么难吗？星期三我告知我的报告老师我的考试会在6月1日举办，我老师说她完全不知情她也说下午时间她会在另间学院教课。这又是另一个大问题， 这也说明我的考试只有一个监考老师。我已经心灰意冷，有或无，我也无所谓. I don't care what will happen, i will do the best.

Thank god!!!

Hahaha... my exam date is 22.07.2009 (wed), although it's 2 months later, but i will work hard to archive my goal!!!! I won't fail myself!!!!!!! WISH ME!! :D

Currently really busy on my final, especially on my 'reports'. I really fed up what the management did to us, change without informing students, just put the notice on the board... do you really think all students will APPEAR in college? luckily my friend told me about this, and i did the right thing.:D last thursday hea told us to do 6 copies, and i got the latest info, 1 copy with report and master scores, 1 copy ONLY report, and 3 master scores. if my friend didn't let me know... I WILL DO 6 COPIES with all master scores and reports...

this is my final and last work to do in college... really need EXTRA rest after that!!! I DON'T CARE... don't ever bother me and disturb me... let me be, i want my own time!!! :D

NERVOUS!!!!

I just got a msg about my violin exam date... I don't know yet because my friend is checking for me!!! I really hope it's in july!!! HELP ME!!!

无可理喻?

我该真么办?这又不是那又不是..... 真的是这么难搞吗?他们都已经知道我的问题但他们安排下午的时间.真的是要我的命吗？我就要快要发疯了!!!!!!!!! 将会发生什么事呢？ 我不敢想象....只能‘期待’... 明天会更好!!! :D
难到真的不能妥协吗?不能迁就吗?我要怎么做?安排时间的不是我我只能依照他们所安排的,但不可以啊!!!!!!!!!!!!

what can i do? give me some clues...
what should i do????? do nothing? i don't think so... ask them to change? i tried!!! but they just denied me... told me that CAN'T BE CHANGE!!! Argue with them?? i'm patient enough to treat them.... i'm almost lost control!!!! Don't MAKE ME EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't care... i'll keep this on... no matter how i'll do the best!!!

是时候了!

两个月后我将会自由!!! 自由!! 自由!! 自由!! 虽然如此,在这两个月我必须专心于我的毕业考试, 我一定做到最最最最最棒!!!

我先说说六月份我的行程. 如果没有意外, 六月中我将会和我的好姐妹去新加坡, 第一去旅游, 第二我也可以去esplanade hall 寻找我的音乐乐谱机资料. 哈哈! 只是想想我就非常兴奋!!! 哈哈哈哈哈哈!! 八月份我将会于我校的好朋友去丁嘉楼参加华乐独奏赛. 但愿能够克服我的弱点, stage fright!!! :D

不但如此, 我将会回返学校继续我的degree学业. :D 我当然有想过外国留学,但.... 这一切我会非常努力争取!!! 呵呵... :D

WHAT THE HELL!!!?!??!?!?

我很讨厌不公平的对待!!! 既然已公开让大家争取但他已经做了决定, 还有让有关人士了解所有情况. 为什么不让大家得到公平的竞争?

STUPID

i'm really breakdown.
I couldn't thinked, i just want to be alone! WHAT AM I DOING NOW? WHY I CAN'T ARCHIVE what i wish to? I'm trying hard to do my best... but i just can't overcome my stress.. i don't want to see anyone... i just wanna eat!!!!

SLIM DOWN!!

Haha... slim! slim! slim!
i don't know how many times i did this statement, but i'm still really working on it!!!
btw.. this are some of the slimming information :)

http://www.ssnn.net/

http://lady.qq.com/diet/diet.htm

http://fitness.39.net/

http://www.ssnn.net/html/yundongjianfei/

:) all these info are in chinese characters... Enjoy!!
WORK HARD WORK HARD ON SLIMMING PROGRAM!!!!!

I'll be free after june!!! :) Wish me all the best!