Leaving soon, FLY!!! :D

To all my friends, I will be leaving to Taiwan on end of August to further my study for 4 years.

Thanks to all my friends and colleagues who wish me... I really appreciate! Some how I won't do party for my farewell, most probably will do some gathering with my friends, I'm still using the same phone number, if you feel free just give me a call to hang out together!


I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU! :D LOVE YOU ALL! :D

Birthday celebration to my boss... :D

Happy birthday to my boss, Mr Teoh.
We had lots of fun at Rakuzen, Desa Park City... :D
And thanks to Chi Yee for uploaded lovely photos... :D

GREAT CHALLENGE!

I have a big challenge... I need to loss weight till ideal weight, 47kg.
all this time I didn't take care of my diet, because of stress and I can't stop eating!

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!!! :D
WISH ME LUCK :D

long time..

i have lots of thoughts want to blog, but i don't know where to start, sweet, pain, hard feeling, great moments...

I know blogging is not the fine way to express my emotions and feeling, because it's a public figure... I rather keep all my secret in my heart, I won't share with anyone, trying my best to settle down or cool down. all this time, i face all problems on my own, i didn't ask for sympathies.. But i'm lucky i have supportive friends and buddies to advice me and gave me lots of guidance... I do appreciate!

I'm so moody since yesterday, I need something to let my emotion cool down, lots of bad moments i have faced.... i hope everything will be fine, I really hope that!

人生的旅程

人生的路是自己创造。
在面对种种的问题，不必往后看，只要思想是正面保持个人的原则，
一直往前走，必定是美好的结果。
千千万万不要逃避，勇敢面对一切的困难，这是一个人生必须学习的过程，
错失了这个机会往往让人生无趣了。

positive thoughts can bring great dreams!　:D

serendah trip (24.05.2010-25.05.2010)

thanks to my friend, Jancy uploaded all nice photos with nice view and all leng lui... :D hahaha

This trip is organised by Jancy. she is my secondary school friends, although she has moved to puchong, but we still keep in touch. Knew some new friends, had lots of fun of playing pokers and BBQ, all youngsters who are having holiday in the forest! :D

I would recommend to my friends who want to have silent holiday, it's a nice place to have relax, enjoy the fresh air in the forest... :D

I would like to share some photos....

the entrance get into the place.

it's safe for car to cross over :D

the main road get into it :D

me and jancy

lovely?

toilet

bedroom

view from upstairs

正确的选择

往往人类在最后的关键时刻会做出正确的选择，
但这并代表每个人都可以有这种勇气作出对的选择。
然而，勇敢作出决定会让自己学会果断、不犹豫的态度。
自己已经开始担心许多事情了，
但我相信依靠自己的耐力及积极生活的态度会让希望渐渐光芒。

勇敢吧！

整整一年了，我看见他们依然保持原状。
我知道我的选择是对了，
离开并不是结束而是我的人生的开始，
虽然有许多事我非常不舍得，
但机会并不是常常出现，
既然机会已经在手上了我必须要好好得把握。

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的人...

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會令他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。

他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑 ，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！ 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們.....

excited....

finally my friend get great news! Although it's not her first choice, at least she got what she wanted to study... :D congratulation to her... and she got the uni is nearby with mine too :D hahaha... at least we can 互相照应. :D I really excited with the moment we reach there :D

想念

思念的感觉真的让我无法自拔。
这几天我没有再想了，我想我会好好的过，但缘分真的把我们的距离再拉近了。
有些时候，他就会出现在我的面前，那时候真的被无助的感觉打败了。
一次又一次地见到彼此，我真的不知该如何的面对。
唯一的办法是我不会做出任何的举动，让时间冲淡一切。

我知道我可以面对这些！

i dedicate these songs to....

不舍得

这种不舍得心情又在浮现了....
今晚朋友刚刚完成了毕业作品,许多回忆回来了。一年前,我正在忙于毕业的事情，一年后我在看朋友的毕业作品。

说实在的，在这我感激朋友们对我的支持，我会永远记得你们！

我会！

我感谢一直陪伴我的家人。

我感谢一直支持我的朋友。

我感谢一直教导我的老师。

我感谢伤害我的人，是你们让我成长及看到黑暗的一面，让我勇敢面对。

我感谢我的工作伙伴，希望我们可以在合作。

最后一句话，谢谢！

i didn't expect...

everything is going well.... i didn't know that my thoughts can make my dreams come true! thanks to my friend who recommended this book to me, THE SECRET! I learned some facts, positive thoughts can fullfill dreams! :D at the same time, it needs actions to do it! :D

I will remember this technique for my future... :D

off~

:D I have lots of blog, but this is not the time yet, I'm so so so excited and unbelieavable what I have gone through on last friday, to nicole and caryne, thanks for your wishes! :D I will make a wise decision! :D

will get off from kl for 2 days! :D

will do more updates about my DREAM! :D

no title...

I have done the first theory, 2 more to go... anyway, I'm excited for the trip on next week, i almost 1/2 of the year busy here and there... :D

anyway, after 2 days i will have my freedom! :D cheers!

afraid....

I will have first theory exam tomorrow, this is the first time i don't the exam feeling... is this good? and i don't know what is the content i have learn in this subject! I just have little notes to read... but actually i don't really read, or memorize, just look through my notes....

hope everything will be fine!：Ｄ

waiting

what is my feeling of waiting? waiting anything?
I'm really worry about the result i will get on next week, I might get or on the other way... I always remind myself, that is not a big deal! i'm still young, the world is waiting me to explore, if i don't get this time, i can try again and again... Don't give up! I can do it....

can i overcome the moment i get the result? excited? disappointed? I really don't know... anyway, i need to prepare my theory exams start next week, 3 days.... preparation? Doing doing.... hope everything is alright! :D cheers.....

calm down!

this is what i lack of... i should calm down and think wisely, not to doing wrong way. This is long term war, we need to stand still and be strong to against them.

I have the mood to play strategy games.. any recommendations? :D

am i going to be him? I don't want this happen to me! next week is my theory exams, i hope everything will be fine, and I will free after wednesday! :D COOL....

Sing k, movies, travel!!! :D COOL

人性的丑陋

这幅画 - 他的无奈、无助及绝望。
这些心情恰恰应对了我现在的心情。
之前的绝望已经渐渐消失，因为太累去管了，毕竟他们是无药可救。
现在的绝望的对于整体的表现。
人性是丑陋，在非常关键，往往相关人士会消失不见，只剩下无辜的人在奋斗着。
虽然我不想牵涉这件事，但无理的要求我感到了学生的无力，为什么是我们承担呢？
事情的发生双方必须附上各自的责任，但并不代表我们该承担全部责任。

在这我祝福当事人能振作起来不要放弃，不要答应无理要求，只要坚持坚定的信念，是有希望的！