Such a joke :)

I'm not in a good mood, I feel like crying... I really don't want this to be happend. I wish I can control it, but it isn't that simple. What should I do? This is a big JOKE! I'm really stupid enough.... This is not fair to me, I worked so hard, that was the result i got? I can't pretend anymore, I wanna voice out!!!

Erm... I hope all things can be go well, so I can concentrate on my studies :)

Anyway, CHEERS UP!!

I CAN'T GET FAT ANYMORE!!!

I pounded my weight few days ago, my weight was still maintained in 60KG!! WHY?! WHY?! I really control my diet, I did all kinds of exercises.... WHY!!
Anyway, I still work hard on my weight controlling :)

Wait and See!!!

茉莉花 ~ Chinese folk song

A nice song... I like the arrangement :)

STRESS!!

Stress! Tension! In these few days I really felt stressed! I don't much time to online, chatting, hang out with friends or any entertainments. What I mostly do is practicing, prepare for exams..... that is hard time to me, I really need to overcome it!! What can I do? I need to work hard!! WORK HARD!!

I tried to avoid doing mistakes or be patient on my studies, especially on my instrumental studies. While I'm class with my teacher, i felt that what i've practiced for long time aren't effective or I kept doing mistatkes!! Why? Why? I try my best but the result I got..... ZERO!! i don't have much patient anymore, i feel like bang my instrumentsssss........

Last word, i must control my emotions and be more tolerate :)
KEEP IT!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

MORE Studio (02.03.2008)

Thanks to my friend, Ryan for upload the photos in friendster :)

Winnie, Ryan, Aaron and I were requested by our long time friend, Elaine to do a sound recording on the Sunday. A very long time, I didn't meet up Ryan :D


Ryan, Me, Aaron and Winnie were in the recording studio :D




Ryan and I :D

Me, Ryan, Elaine, Aaron and Winnie

Music Producers (Ah Khoon and Billy) with us :D

We had lots of fun and special experiences while we were waiting and doing recording :D I would like to thank to Elaine for giving us an opportunity. Thank You!!

我就是喜歡你

Title of this song is 我就是喜歡你, it means that I like you. :D
This is a new group in Taiwan, called 大嘴巴, The big mouth....

Enjoy

PLT Exam (05.03.2008)

PLT Exam. This is one of the important exam for all music students in my college, this exam shall lead us to our final project. On last wed, I've done second PLT, this was kind of late to me. :) I've decided to extend to fourth year, at least I've some time to polish up ALL basic techniques and interpretation.

Firstly, I thanked to my dearest instrumental teacher. He's really patient to me, and he helped me LOTS!!! I'm a kind of hot temper person, since I've chanced my instrumental teacher, I know how to control my temper and my emotion on my instrumental studies. In instrumental studies, we need to be lots of patient and emotion control while you are practicing :D Secondly, my dearest friend, she is one of my PLT examiner too :) she helped me lots, she was encouraged me to be independent and more mature person. :)

Hehe.... at least i'm satisfied with my PLT exam :)
But I need to work hard on my interpretation and FEEL THE MUSIC!! :D
Wish me LUCK

08.03.2008 (Election day)

I wake up this morning at 11oo, this was a new record. Since the beginning of the year, I didn't wake up so late, the latest is at 1000. :D

Today, of course is a BIG DAY to all malaysians, this is a decision for us to choose out future. I don't have the chance to vote, although I'm already in the age of 21 this year, but my birthday is in mid of the year, I can't register. So I need to wait till the next election :D

End of Chinese New Year 2008

I was kindly busy during chinese new year, the first day of chinese new year, I was performing in KLCC with my dear friend, bambee. :) The second day, I visited my grandmother, what can we did there is watching tv. (Sigh!) The third day, I went to ampang waterfall, maybe it was still school holiday, so there was lots of people, after that we went to relatives place :)

The choir began rehearsals on the 10th of feb, although it was still chinese new year, but we've performance on the 13th of feb,it was a concert called Konsert Barisan Budi.We met lots of artist such as Jacyln Victor, Dayang, Suki, Dina, Muthukumaran and others. We performed 5 nights, it was fun and we were enjoying during our performance :)

Bambee and I after the performance in KLCC :D

I LIKE THIS!!! title: Hip Hop Violin

Chinese New Year 2008

冬冬冬呛! 冬冬冬呛! 冬冬冬呛! 冬呛冬呛!
新年快乐!!!
农历新年即将来临了!! 我总觉得今年并没有新年的气氛, 或许是我太忙与我的学业及工作, 并没有多余时间想其他的事情了. 以往的农历新年我都一直抱着期待及愉快的心情, 但今年我只是想在农历新年假期内好好的休息, 享受人生. (哈哈, 我何时变得这么感性了?)

随着年纪的增长, 我渐渐发觉钱财是十分十分十分重要, 所谓 NO MONEY NO TALK, 这是我所领悟的. 在吉隆坡生活真的真的需要自立的观念, 不能太依靠周围身边的人. 因为他们也有生活上的需求, 我只好靠自己 :) 虽然我还是位求学中的学生, 但我必须考自己大一片事业创造美好的未来 :D

祝福我吧 :D 加油

Special experience

How are you, my dear blog? I almost forget the exist of my blog, how can I do this? Honestly, I'm tiring and busy last year, especially end of the year. I was busy for my exams, preparation of my performance, having rehearsals with my musicians. I was tensed! But I really thank god, what I've planned and prepared has done :)

Firstly, I really thank to my musicians, guitarist - indra, keyboardist - Kelvin, pianist - Ned, bassist - hafiz, and drummer - Cukin. Other than that, I would like to thank to my arranger - Isme, my dearest teacher who gave me lots of guide and advices - Mr. Ruslan. Without them, I'm afraid I can't complete my performance :) THANKS YOU!!!

That was my first time working in a band with ask musicians, it was a nice experiences, I need to compromise, be PATIENT, and the mostly important is independent. I need to prepare the scores and inform musicians about the rehearsal time. At first, I was not confident at all, because I didn't feel good with my presentation. Time goes by, finally I get through all the pities, hardness :) I'm really glad to have this special experience:)

终于放假了!!

我放假了!! 哈哈哈... 我可以在这短时间内好好休息及多做点运动, 减肥!!! 我一定要减肥成功!!! 嘿嘿,或许你会说我的虚荣心在作祟吧, 我现在要把握我的未来及健康啊, 我一定要瘦下来, 变得美美的!! 哈哈哈....

话说如此, 我一定要加倍我的运动量, 以及不要馋嘴吃这吃那 :) 祝福我吧!! :)

Vivaldi Concerto in A Minor

这女生真的让我佩服!!

Congratulation!!

Wow... such a long time I don't blog ... :) How am I? Of course I'm fine.

Actually i'm currently busy for my studies and practices. I'm glad, of course, that my result for last semester is maintained what I've target. Thank god....

I'm regreted that I can't do my final project in this year, I need to extend my studies to 4 years. The second week of semester, my instruemental teacher has changed, reasons.... I'm not here to talk about that. Once I've the first class with my new teacher, I asked him about my techinical on my study. He answered me, it was terrible!! OH MY GOD!! What should I do? What have I done in past two years? At that moment, I really damm down. How come this happened to me? I DON'T WANT!!!! 我不甘心!!

I supposed to drop my last project subject during the first two weeks of semester. I've discussed with my new instrumental teacher, my arrangement teacher, consultant department, and even my close friends in school. Most of them suggested me to extend, the reasons were polished up my technical works, I can do better rather I push myself and get stressed. Yeah, I thinked this before, BUT I just..... :( I felt like crying.....

At last, I didn't drop this subject, I run through all the hard times!! My teacher is a patient guy, he knows what ARE my problems, he tried to help me out. I'm such a slow learner..... 我必须改变自己!! Although I'm keep learning, but I need to take instrumental exam in middle of semester, my teacher has given me some repertoires, I tried hard on practising, felt disappoineted and 自暴自弃. I just keep thinking I NEED TO GRAD IN 3 YEARS!!! But the times do flow fast, ths examination is getting near to my eyes, I didn't perfectly done my repertoires, how am I going to get into the exam? Although it's just an examination, I need to face to examiners and myself too... I felt like i'm in the end of the world.. I can't stand it anymore.... :(

I talked to my teacher, he supported me to drop my final project and the instrumental examination. At first, he didn't agree me to take instrumental exam neither final project. 可他想我已经是个大人了可以自己做决定. 我非常感谢他 :) 虽然结果是如此, 我一定会为我未来而努力!! 加油!!


:)

Cheers up!!

今天我遇见一位已经毕业的朋友, 他是从舞蹈系毕业, 是一位对舞蹈很执着及认真的朋友. 他告诉我他会在两个星期后去韩国深造, 老实说我真的对他感到高兴及尊敬!! :) 在这起事件我有个想法, 努力是会带来幸运及机会. :)

Bangsawan performance (11.05.2007-12.05.2007)

This bangsawan performance was organized by all year 2 students, this is a compulsory subject for us. Bangsawan is a kind of malay opera, which is about the royalties, legends etc..... Actually I'm really tiring on this performance, although it's an examination for us, however the performance was done in our practical week. As we know, all music students shall have practical exams in all kind of instruments, I don't know.... I really don't have idea, why they set this performance in our practical week...

Whatever.....

Most of the music students was having hard time in that particular weeks, because what we have managed was out of our mind, we need to manage all over again. haiz..... This performance ended on the 12.05.2007, right after 2 days it was our theory exams........OH GOD!! We really lost our mind!!! NO TIME FOR US!!! What can we do??

Although there was lots of problem appeared, but we did our best on this performance..... WELL DONE!! I did enjoy on this performance :D




Me and Sultan Antah Permai

Kak Natia, Me and Sarah

Me and Abang Jai :D

The whole band

Me on the violin