思念是一種病 by 張震岳 & 蔡健雅

missing someone is really struggle and suffer... WHY AM I MISSING HIM SO MUCH?? :(

I shouldn't.....SHOULDN'T, i need to jump out!!

Finally!!

Finally, I CAN REST!! Peta has finished last night.... DONE!! What I can describe, the whole performances were GREAT!! Well done to my seniors, I'm going to miss them LOTS!! :)

I hope I can do my best on my peta next year

Me and Xin Nian

Ayeshah, Me and Ang

Me and Oasis Production (Chin, Ivy, Xiao Por)

Me and Ah Seng :)

My violin exam

FINALLY!! I've done with it!!

I reached Seremban last night around 2300, I really thanked with my friend, Chris for accompany me along to Seremban. While I'm waiting, I realized that I'm alone... If anythings happen I need to survive myself :) At last, my teacher fetched me and I stayed in Xiao Ting's place. She is really really kind to me, i'm glad that...

This morning, what I can say that... I'm not 'really' nervous, just as normal feeling having class with teacher, the differences was just an examiner, an stranger right infront of me examinated me. Honestly, i'm quite satisfied with my playing and repetution.... I REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS!!

Wish me all the best :)

My video :) Teknik Persembahan (12.05.2008)

PETA!!

Tonight, my seniors shall do final project performances... I should this final project this year, but... the situation didn't allow me, for those who knows me they will know the answer why I dropped this final project this year.

I do hope they can do the best, because this is the LAST performance in college :)
ALL THE BEST TO THEM

JAY CHOU and YU HAO

I'm damm TIRED!!

Although I've done every exams, but still I'm going to college everyday. Because my seniors shall have final project performance starts next week, as usual, few weeks before the performance all students who are involved in these performances will be BUSY enough of helping each performer :) Frankly speaking, I'm really really busy, because I almost go out everyday, even weekends..... Even I'm in semester break, but I don't 'FEEL' that I'm in HOLIDAY!!

At the same time, my sister and I are preparing choir performance in July for KL Festival. National Choir is having a huge concert with NSO orchestra next month, each choir members must attend all practices that have stated. For me, this is not a big problem for us, most of the rehearsals during in evening.

Nevertheless, next Friday (13.06.2008), this is my end of the world. I'm having violin exam in Seremban. I do hope I can do my best... Wish me luck. :)

This is my schedule for next week...

10.06.2008 (Tuesday) - PETA Beron (Pembuatan Alat)

11.06.2008 (Wednesday) -PETA Aween (Muzik Kreatif)

12.06.2008 (Thursday) - PETA Aishah (Persembahan)

13.06.2008 (Friday) - VIOLIN EXAM!! (Seremban)

15.06.2008 (Sunday) - PETA Eja and Ayeshah (Persembahan)

16.06.2008 (Monday) - PETA Cukin

* Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday - Choir Rehearsal

This is my time schedule for next week.... SEE!! I'm really busy enough

Pretend

This is one of my violin exam repertoires. One more week, it's the end of the world to me!!

I don't like this feeling, I really HOPE i can DO THE BEST on my exam.... But... I don't know why, i don't feel like doing any practices, not even touching my violin... How come this happen to me?

Sometimes, I hate my violin!! I tried so so so hard on my practices, but what I got was just negative comments.... I'm not mad on my teacher, i just felt WHY CAN'T I DO IT?!? WHAT CAN I DO? honestly, i really thank to my teacher, who is really patient and friendly always to me. (I'm a kind of person who is really STUBBORN, INPATIENT, EMOTION) :D

Anyway, I really hope that I can do well on my exam....

Chinese music - pipa Gao Hong " Flying Dragon" 中国琵琶－飞龙，高虹创作

LOVE THIS!!

你不在

你不在...

This is one of Lee Hom's hits song, i really LOVE it!!
Don't know why, i feel like listening this song... Maybe I'm not really in a good mood, need to cool down!!

I've finished my ear training exam in the morning. I'm really glad that i've done it! Right now I need to wait till next thursday for my ear training (Aural) :D

Wish me luck...

Improvement

I need to improve my languages, especially english. I'm regreted that I didn't study seriously on my language during my secondary school life... What a waste. Right now I realized how important is it. :D



In year 2008, I did plan some targets:



1. Preparing Grade 8 theory exam



2. Grade 6 violin practical exam (June 2008)



3. Preparing my final project (PETA-in year 2009)



4. Preparing my ATCL piano examination


5. Preparing MUET and IELTS



6. Lastly, SLIM DOWN till 45kg!!! (hehe....:D)



I do hope these will be come true, wish me luck....

COOL!!

Finally, i've done my practical exams yesterday :) On previous exams, of course I'm really nervous and tension, but.... what I can feel in this semester, I didn't feel any feeling on my exams, I didn't even practiced much or care about them. Why? Why? I really don't have any idea, what happened with me.

Anyway, what I can do now just prepare on my ear training exam and composition exam on next week. For these both examination, I've CONFIDENT to get gred A.

Yesterday, once I finished my exams Bambee and I went to Klang to find out the chinese instrumental in one of the etnic shop. Actually my pipa teacher and one of my seniors told us about this shop, the owner sold instrumental in cheap price.

While we entered, and ask the owner, what confused us, they didn 't even know what were we talking about. We told him, we wanted chinese instruments such as guzheng and pipa. But he seem didn't know anything, we were really embraress!! :) So we went out and called my teacher and my senior, both of them said that is the shop!! Erm..... What can we do? They didn't know anything about instruements at all. Anyway, we went to Klang without bringing anything back :D
HAHA.....

Marie Digby - Say It Again

NICE SONG!!!

Marie Digby - Say It Again

NICE SONG!!!

Such a joke :)

I'm not in a good mood, I feel like crying... I really don't want this to be happend. I wish I can control it, but it isn't that simple. What should I do? This is a big JOKE! I'm really stupid enough.... This is not fair to me, I worked so hard, that was the result i got? I can't pretend anymore, I wanna voice out!!!

Erm... I hope all things can be go well, so I can concentrate on my studies :)

Anyway, CHEERS UP!!

I CAN'T GET FAT ANYMORE!!!

I pounded my weight few days ago, my weight was still maintained in 60KG!! WHY?! WHY?! I really control my diet, I did all kinds of exercises.... WHY!!
Anyway, I still work hard on my weight controlling :)

Wait and See!!!

茉莉花 ~ Chinese folk song

A nice song... I like the arrangement :)

STRESS!!

Stress! Tension! In these few days I really felt stressed! I don't much time to online, chatting, hang out with friends or any entertainments. What I mostly do is practicing, prepare for exams..... that is hard time to me, I really need to overcome it!! What can I do? I need to work hard!! WORK HARD!!

I tried to avoid doing mistakes or be patient on my studies, especially on my instrumental studies. While I'm class with my teacher, i felt that what i've practiced for long time aren't effective or I kept doing mistatkes!! Why? Why? I try my best but the result I got..... ZERO!! i don't have much patient anymore, i feel like bang my instrumentsssss........

Last word, i must control my emotions and be more tolerate :)
KEEP IT!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

MORE Studio (02.03.2008)

Thanks to my friend, Ryan for upload the photos in friendster :)

Winnie, Ryan, Aaron and I were requested by our long time friend, Elaine to do a sound recording on the Sunday. A very long time, I didn't meet up Ryan :D


Ryan, Me, Aaron and Winnie were in the recording studio :D




Ryan and I :D

Me, Ryan, Elaine, Aaron and Winnie

Music Producers (Ah Khoon and Billy) with us :D

We had lots of fun and special experiences while we were waiting and doing recording :D I would like to thank to Elaine for giving us an opportunity. Thank You!!

我就是喜歡你

Title of this song is 我就是喜歡你, it means that I like you. :D
This is a new group in Taiwan, called 大嘴巴, The big mouth....

Enjoy