CHinese New Year

In early of January, I was busy on my functions in KLCC. I got to 'visit' KLCC at least once a week. This was mentally tiring!!! Although I was rushing all the way back home and rush to other places, but I'm still glad that I'm BUSY NOW!! (I'm freaky crazy) At least I'm improved on my performing, I hope that I didn't occur problems to my dearest friend. I'll work hard on my performing skills, trust me!

At the same time, I've some classes and meeting in college. I didn't spend much time in college, I'm moody going there while I was busy on my every single matters. I'm sorry to all my lecturers and friends if i did wrong to you.

On the first day of chinese new year, I woke up early around 0430, and prepare myself for the MHI performance at TV3. This was an opportunity to us to get exposure for ourselves :) For me, I was not satisfied on the performance, because we were not prepared at all, because we were not use with the live performance, and we lost our cue!! :) At least we gone trough it! :) At the same time we met one artist, Winnie Kok. We took some photos with her, she is friendly to us. Nice to meet her! After the rehearsal, we had our BREAKFAST!! hahaha... I was hungry during the performance. We decided to do a rehearsal at my friend's place, mostly of the members were late as usual! But mostly who attended the performance in the morning were exhausted, even me, my 'battery' was getting low. Right after the rehearsal, i decided to go my friend's place to stay a night for the next day performance at tv3.

On the next day, as usual, we got to reach tv3 at 0630, and prepare ourselves before the program started. My family were there, just because right after the performance, i got to rush to my grandma's place. :) I almost faint during the performance, because i didn't sleep much at my friend's place. haiz... :(

That was my busy and enjoyable chinese new year! :)

To all my friends, Happy CNY and gain lots of money money!!! hehehe

Hard Time!

After 2 weeks rest, new semester has begun. Frankly speaking, I'm not in the mood of attend classes, doing assignments. Erm.. I can say I dislike go to college anymore, not prepared at all. I went to collage around 1.00pm, and those officers said I've to wait till 2.00pm to do the registration. What can i do? I went to library to grab some books and magazines. I reached the hall around 2.00++pm, I waited for 2 hours just queueing the line for the registration. What can I say?? Speechless!!

I attended instrumental class yesterday with my teacher, we shared a lot, about our hard times, 'speechlesses' and other. I released lots of my 怨气... :) Anyway, I'm planning for my final. I HOPE IT CAN GO WELL!! I put lots of efforts on it... :D

Wish me luck... :)

^ 2009 ^

Targets:

1. PETA Final in June 2009 (I'm worried about it! But I'm sure i can do it!)

2. Violin Examination grade 8 (I really do hope I can do well in this examination!)

3. SLIM DOWN till around 45kg (I know I put my hope too high... But i have confident to achieve)

4. Be more confident, OPEN MINDED and not too stubborn!!

5. I hope I can get in to a relation! (haiz... I'm getting old already...)

6. DO MY BEST ON ANYTHING!! Don't give up easily!!

I'll update soon for my latest targets!! Haha... :)

Wish me all the best!

Recent photo

4 of us at Danny's open house

Open House En Rosdan (Met En Ramlan)

Yamcha at Pavillion :D (I didn't drink....hahaah)

Pavillion, me and April

Have to go on!! Don't give up!!

I was busy since last month, till now i don't have much time to get rest!! :) Anyway, i'm really enjoy my busy life. at the same time, my colleagues and I attended two concerts in KLCC, MPO. I have not been there for 4 years, the last concert I attended was the choir concert in year 2004. Anyway, I enjoyed all the performance, especially the baroque orchestra. All of us were enjoyed till the end of the performance.

Ayeshah and I took photo with SARAH CHANG!!! I really love her performance, she interpreted the repertoire really well, and she enjoyed her playing, i love her expression!! :D Haha... caryne was really envy both of us can take photo with her!! :D

The latest performance I attended was Jamu, this performance was all about the combination between classical music and classical karnatik music. I did enjoy the whole session of performance, i felt calm and peaceful environment around me!! Firstly, thanked to Mr. Joseph for informing me about this performance.

See!!! I was busying around here and there, of course I got to concentrate on study.

About my study, I really surrender!! But still I'm still believe I can manage to handle and over my problems, SOON!! Last Thursday was my preview of my final, I did prepare well, BUT I got lost and blur WHILE I WAS PLAYING, this was a terrible moment, I don't know why I can't concentrate on my playing. Of course I don't blame anyone, and I wanted to thank to my dearest teacher, Mr. Lim for his patient and his teaching towards me. I know I'm a Stubborn person, like a bull.... Hahahah

Right now I need to finish my final report, i need to translate all my information into Bahasa Malaysia. This is headache, sometime I get confuse about what i've translate. But I'm NOT going to give up!!!

I CAN DO IT!!! I WANT TO SUCCESS IN MY LIFE!!

wish me all the best.....

Cheers up!!

SLIMMING INFO!!

http://blog.yam.com/sandy5/article/11802352

http://blog.xuite.net/joy777155/blog/4912846

http://www.dietrose.com/jpfit.html

http://www.lpwcn.com/Index.html

http://www.ssnn.net/

http://eloseweight.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_10.html

安慰或不

昨天上课的情况比起星期一来得好. 至少我得到少少的安慰. 我终于做到了!! (虽然还不是最好的) 下两个星期我将会面临Preview,希望我的学习进度会越来越好.

加油吧!!

I need INFO!!

I'm currently busy on my final preparation, finding and digging some important information for my report, I got to do research on my instrument, PIPA. This is an ancient chinese traditional musical instrument, it has found in 3000 years ago. :)

I hope I can pass up my report on date due... :)

Cheers!

English Learning

I got to improve my english language level, especially in writing. I found some website that helps me a lot on improving my language. Enjoy

Recently....

Long time no blog!! :) I'm kind of busy recently, on my study, working... My life is getting interesting, I attended swimming class on every monday, just because I wanna slim down!! getting fat already.

Recent photos :)

Three of us, Me, Elaine and April (Met up with jancy at pavillion)

Me, Jancy and Elaine

Me and Ayeshah at hulu selangor for orchestra outting :) COOL!! Me on the bridge

Nice View...

Me with bamboo :)

Me, Liu Yi and Ayeshah

time goes fast... A week has been gone!! :)
Monday was public holiday (National Day), My buddies called me in the morning to jog at Titiwangsa Lake garden. After that, we went to sungai wang to shout out our feelings in Green Box. :) Reached home around 1700, had dinner with family. Around 2030, my colleague invited me to accompany her to pub near Petaling, her piano teacher was performed in that gig too... :)

Tues, sick... Just attended choir rehearsal at night

Wed, Went to ask in the afternoon, because my composition class has cancelled. Having pipa instrumental class around 6pm.... I was really sorry to april, because i 'fang fei ji'.... She wanted yamcha with me, but I think i should went home early... :)

Thurs, taught in chong hwa... I really don't know what happened to one of my students, he can't control hiself anymore... He fought with other students... Haiz...

Fri, I went to sedaya college with chris, What i can say i was having one day trip to sedaya college... i called my friend, but she didn't pick up my call, i don't know what happened to her... :) Anyway, I went there before :)

Opps.. I did it again

Why? Why? Why am I SO SO SO SO STUPID!!! I SHOULDN'T!! Shouldn't!! Why?
No next time anymore... No messanging anymore.. I should stop my feelings...
I need to change myself!! I want to success in my life... CHANGE!!

1st, SLIM DOWN!! until 45kg...

2nd, Be more confident...

3rd, TEKAD DIRI... I CAN DO IT!!

4th, more concentration on my study... I wanna change myself!!

OSR performance

Finally!! I done it!! :)
The performance finally end... :D

Nothing much to say... But photos will be post soon :)

Am i stupid?

Why should I wait? I shouldn't wait... What I can do now, just pretend nothings happened!! Sometimes I feel that I'm really idiot, why I take a step forward towards him... why? why? I hate of being nice anymore... TO ANYONE!!! They always take advantages on me... I hate this, you thought i'm really nice person? NO!!

I did this once before, i got to give up!! No chance to you la.... give up la... Don't think him anymore....

My college life has began already a month, I asked my teacher how is my progress... I already know the answer, but still I want to ask... Because I got to face this problem!! I can't hide myself anymore.... WAKE UP WAKE UP!! In year 2008, I've done some of my targets such as grade 6 violin examination, get slim(so far not yet, but in progress) etc. I hopefully I can handle all this tasks and be calm and patient all the time...

I went to a gig on tues (26/8) at Cloth and Clef around bukit bintang, one of my friend (Ang) called me and invited me to this gig, actually I'm not allowed to attend gig, because I was supposted having choir rehearsal at night... But then, I wanna GO!! hehe... :) Btw, this was the first time I went to a pub. I was quite suprised too, because my closest friends asked me to join along them to pub I always declined... :) Anyway, it was an experience to me :) Actually, my friends (stanley, jun, aizad and luqman) were playing for this gig. quite pretty good... Although there was some mistakes, but a nice performance :D Great job to them....

Tonight (29th of august) was my first time perform in a large orchestra, one of my best buddy (Ayeshah) and I joined OSR last month. Anyway, we learnt a lot! How to balancing ourself in a large orchestra, enjoy the music. This was the first night..

Last word! WORK HARD... I CAN DO IT!!

Change!

Life is no end... I need to look forward rather than looking back. I met one of my colleague, she just graduated on june, I ask her where is she going to continue her degree study. She told me she might continue in my college, before that she declined to continue, this is because many things happened during her final project preparations, I noticed that too.... She faced lots of problems, and the management didn't give any cooperations... But now, it's a right decision for her to continue study in my college.

After the conversation with her, I discussed this with my instrumental lecturer, he advised me future your studies as far you can before 27 year-old, because getting young is a privelleges, I still have stamina and energy to concentrate on my study... :D

Anyway, i'll consider this... I need to think seriously on this :D

WHY AM I THE ONE WHO TREATED BADLY??

I HATE THIS!! HATE THIS!!! You though I'm stupid?? I still can survive if you don't offer me.... I'm the one who is going to work, of course I need to know every single details... Why shouldn't I ask?

Why why why....

Opportunity

I got a phone call from TV3, a producer for Malaysia Hari Ini. He is finding a performer who can play chinese instrument to perform in program Malaysia Hari Ini. When I heard about this, I totally shocked, because I don't have the confidence to perform 'live'.... Honestly I DON'T HAVE 'IT'. I know this is silly, I should grab this opportunity.... at last I decided to decline him. Anyway, I'm busy on the day of performance too.... I need to settle some serious matter...
HAIZ....
Hope that I can get this opporurnity next time... :D

All the best to me
JIA YOU!!

Decision

Decision....

My friend offered me a teaching job in pahang, honestly I'm not really interested with that, but pahang is really far.... Can you imagine, a trip to there I need 3 hours time... This is really tiring.... But anyway, I'll think seriously on this matter. Anyway, it's an opportunity to me

Wish me luck

What should I do? Tell me.....

Sorry for my long missing... :D Kindly busy recently on my final project, choosing repertoires, practicing 3-4 hours a day (non-stop). Frankly speaking, i don't have the confident at all on my final... I don't know why. Maybe I've got some bad influences from my seniors, last minute preparation you'll deserve bad reputation. That's what I notice....

Although I'm busy on my final... I'm still busy on my composition class... I'm sorry to my teacher, I always cancel my class... :D Of course I've my reasons to cancel it. Hehe...
While I'm having composition class, I've lots of inspirations on doing compositions :D Just a simple tune with simple chords....

Secondly, I don't have the ability on my violin playing. I joined NYO 19.07.2008, at the same time I got all repertoires for the concert in end of August. I noticed, I CAN'T DO IT!! Lots of technics I don't know.... I need time to practice... The problem I'm facing now, I'm lack of time. Hehe... :D

Nowadays, lots of my friends asked me, why I'm still single? Hey.... Not I DON'T WANT!! My Mr. Right isn't there yet!! Erm... Maybe one day, I'll introduce to you guys... OK? :D

Wish me all the best on my final, I NEED TIME!! I need to well arrange on my time management, so I can finish all my tasks at the same time.