无可理喻?

我该真么办?这又不是那又不是..... 真的是这么难搞吗?他们都已经知道我的问题但他们安排下午的时间.真的是要我的命吗？我就要快要发疯了!!!!!!!!! 将会发生什么事呢？ 我不敢想象....只能‘期待’... 明天会更好!!! :D
难到真的不能妥协吗?不能迁就吗?我要怎么做?安排时间的不是我我只能依照他们所安排的,但不可以啊!!!!!!!!!!!!

what can i do? give me some clues...
what should i do????? do nothing? i don't think so... ask them to change? i tried!!! but they just denied me... told me that CAN'T BE CHANGE!!! Argue with them?? i'm patient enough to treat them.... i'm almost lost control!!!! Don't MAKE ME EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't care... i'll keep this on... no matter how i'll do the best!!!

是时候了!

两个月后我将会自由!!! 自由!! 自由!! 自由!! 虽然如此,在这两个月我必须专心于我的毕业考试, 我一定做到最最最最最棒!!!

我先说说六月份我的行程. 如果没有意外, 六月中我将会和我的好姐妹去新加坡, 第一去旅游, 第二我也可以去esplanade hall 寻找我的音乐乐谱机资料. 哈哈! 只是想想我就非常兴奋!!! 哈哈哈哈哈哈!! 八月份我将会于我校的好朋友去丁嘉楼参加华乐独奏赛. 但愿能够克服我的弱点, stage fright!!! :D

不但如此, 我将会回返学校继续我的degree学业. :D 我当然有想过外国留学,但.... 这一切我会非常努力争取!!! 呵呵... :D

WHAT THE HELL!!!?!??!?!?

我很讨厌不公平的对待!!! 既然已公开让大家争取但他已经做了决定, 还有让有关人士了解所有情况. 为什么不让大家得到公平的竞争?

STUPID

i'm really breakdown.
I couldn't thinked, i just want to be alone! WHAT AM I DOING NOW? WHY I CAN'T ARCHIVE what i wish to? I'm trying hard to do my best... but i just can't overcome my stress.. i don't want to see anyone... i just wanna eat!!!!

SLIM DOWN!!

Haha... slim! slim! slim!
i don't know how many times i did this statement, but i'm still really working on it!!!
btw.. this are some of the slimming information :)

http://www.ssnn.net/

http://lady.qq.com/diet/diet.htm

http://fitness.39.net/

http://www.ssnn.net/html/yundongjianfei/

:) all these info are in chinese characters... Enjoy!!
WORK HARD WORK HARD ON SLIMMING PROGRAM!!!!!

I'll be free after june!!! :) Wish me all the best!

Miss my FREE DAYS!

I was busy since begin the early of year... performance, classes, assignments, arrangement, PRACTICES!! On monday, got to do arrangement and do peta report in the morning, half of the day I'm just concentrating on these 2 important matters, after that i got to go to college for instrumental class till night. on tuesday, i've violin class in the afternoon, morning session i still doing the same thing as monday's. Wednesday!!! THIS IS THE MOST BUSY DAY! morning till night I'm rushing all the way, in the afternoon i've report class, after that i got to rush to kepong for composition class... :) I'm really appreciate with my teacher, she helps me a lots on my arrangement. after the class i got to rush back to college for my instrumental class... Thursday, i'm BUSY all the day. The only free day is friday... :) Heheh...

I got to work out on my FINAL!!!!

REALLY BAD LUCK!

I just can't imagine this could happen to me!!!

If you got a phone from stranger, of course you'll answer, sorry i'm not the person you are looking for. But today, i really realized some people are CRAZY!!!! He admitted he was the person I was looking for, and i was cheated by him!!! I've serious matters got to be confirm, AND HE.... HE.... PLAY AROUND WITH ME??!?!?!??!!??!?!?!? Really Sucks!!!

Don't let me to find 'YOU' out, or else I'll knock your head, or smash you to pieces!!!! I don't care who you are, please please out of my sight!!!!!

Do I get hurt?

I met one of my long lost friend... Erm, he was one of my admire guy la. :) hahaha While we were having conversation, I asked him to help me up for something la, then he said that he got girlfriend already. Erm... At that moment, i didn't feel anything! Honestly, NOTHING!! I just treat him as normal friend, I don't know how this can be happen, because I was really really admire him last time :)

Anyway, I DIDN'T get hurt!! hahahha

Gonna to be upload!

My internet connection is SUCK!!!! I can't upload my photos in facebook..... Haiz...

Will upload some photos...

01.02.2009, had gathering with secondary school friends! Really miss them.... Although we are staying in kl, but we didn't contact each other almost 4 to 5 years!! Really miss those days in school... :) We talked a lot and LAUGH all the time!! TAKE GOOD CARE MY FRIENDS!!! :)

CHinese New Year

In early of January, I was busy on my functions in KLCC. I got to 'visit' KLCC at least once a week. This was mentally tiring!!! Although I was rushing all the way back home and rush to other places, but I'm still glad that I'm BUSY NOW!! (I'm freaky crazy) At least I'm improved on my performing, I hope that I didn't occur problems to my dearest friend. I'll work hard on my performing skills, trust me!

At the same time, I've some classes and meeting in college. I didn't spend much time in college, I'm moody going there while I was busy on my every single matters. I'm sorry to all my lecturers and friends if i did wrong to you.

On the first day of chinese new year, I woke up early around 0430, and prepare myself for the MHI performance at TV3. This was an opportunity to us to get exposure for ourselves :) For me, I was not satisfied on the performance, because we were not prepared at all, because we were not use with the live performance, and we lost our cue!! :) At least we gone trough it! :) At the same time we met one artist, Winnie Kok. We took some photos with her, she is friendly to us. Nice to meet her! After the rehearsal, we had our BREAKFAST!! hahaha... I was hungry during the performance. We decided to do a rehearsal at my friend's place, mostly of the members were late as usual! But mostly who attended the performance in the morning were exhausted, even me, my 'battery' was getting low. Right after the rehearsal, i decided to go my friend's place to stay a night for the next day performance at tv3.

On the next day, as usual, we got to reach tv3 at 0630, and prepare ourselves before the program started. My family were there, just because right after the performance, i got to rush to my grandma's place. :) I almost faint during the performance, because i didn't sleep much at my friend's place. haiz... :(

That was my busy and enjoyable chinese new year! :)

To all my friends, Happy CNY and gain lots of money money!!! hehehe

Hard Time!

After 2 weeks rest, new semester has begun. Frankly speaking, I'm not in the mood of attend classes, doing assignments. Erm.. I can say I dislike go to college anymore, not prepared at all. I went to collage around 1.00pm, and those officers said I've to wait till 2.00pm to do the registration. What can i do? I went to library to grab some books and magazines. I reached the hall around 2.00++pm, I waited for 2 hours just queueing the line for the registration. What can I say?? Speechless!!

I attended instrumental class yesterday with my teacher, we shared a lot, about our hard times, 'speechlesses' and other. I released lots of my 怨气... :) Anyway, I'm planning for my final. I HOPE IT CAN GO WELL!! I put lots of efforts on it... :D

Wish me luck... :)

^ 2009 ^

Targets:

1. PETA Final in June 2009 (I'm worried about it! But I'm sure i can do it!)

2. Violin Examination grade 8 (I really do hope I can do well in this examination!)

3. SLIM DOWN till around 45kg (I know I put my hope too high... But i have confident to achieve)

4. Be more confident, OPEN MINDED and not too stubborn!!

5. I hope I can get in to a relation! (haiz... I'm getting old already...)

6. DO MY BEST ON ANYTHING!! Don't give up easily!!

I'll update soon for my latest targets!! Haha... :)

Wish me all the best!

Recent photo

4 of us at Danny's open house

Open House En Rosdan (Met En Ramlan)

Yamcha at Pavillion :D (I didn't drink....hahaah)

Pavillion, me and April

Have to go on!! Don't give up!!

I was busy since last month, till now i don't have much time to get rest!! :) Anyway, i'm really enjoy my busy life. at the same time, my colleagues and I attended two concerts in KLCC, MPO. I have not been there for 4 years, the last concert I attended was the choir concert in year 2004. Anyway, I enjoyed all the performance, especially the baroque orchestra. All of us were enjoyed till the end of the performance.

Ayeshah and I took photo with SARAH CHANG!!! I really love her performance, she interpreted the repertoire really well, and she enjoyed her playing, i love her expression!! :D Haha... caryne was really envy both of us can take photo with her!! :D

The latest performance I attended was Jamu, this performance was all about the combination between classical music and classical karnatik music. I did enjoy the whole session of performance, i felt calm and peaceful environment around me!! Firstly, thanked to Mr. Joseph for informing me about this performance.

See!!! I was busying around here and there, of course I got to concentrate on study.

About my study, I really surrender!! But still I'm still believe I can manage to handle and over my problems, SOON!! Last Thursday was my preview of my final, I did prepare well, BUT I got lost and blur WHILE I WAS PLAYING, this was a terrible moment, I don't know why I can't concentrate on my playing. Of course I don't blame anyone, and I wanted to thank to my dearest teacher, Mr. Lim for his patient and his teaching towards me. I know I'm a Stubborn person, like a bull.... Hahahah

Right now I need to finish my final report, i need to translate all my information into Bahasa Malaysia. This is headache, sometime I get confuse about what i've translate. But I'm NOT going to give up!!!

I CAN DO IT!!! I WANT TO SUCCESS IN MY LIFE!!

wish me all the best.....

Cheers up!!

SLIMMING INFO!!

http://blog.yam.com/sandy5/article/11802352

http://blog.xuite.net/joy777155/blog/4912846

http://www.dietrose.com/jpfit.html

http://www.lpwcn.com/Index.html

http://www.ssnn.net/

http://eloseweight.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_10.html

安慰或不

昨天上课的情况比起星期一来得好. 至少我得到少少的安慰. 我终于做到了!! (虽然还不是最好的) 下两个星期我将会面临Preview,希望我的学习进度会越来越好.

加油吧!!

I need INFO!!

I'm currently busy on my final preparation, finding and digging some important information for my report, I got to do research on my instrument, PIPA. This is an ancient chinese traditional musical instrument, it has found in 3000 years ago. :)

I hope I can pass up my report on date due... :)

Cheers!

English Learning

I got to improve my english language level, especially in writing. I found some website that helps me a lot on improving my language. Enjoy

Recently....

Long time no blog!! :) I'm kind of busy recently, on my study, working... My life is getting interesting, I attended swimming class on every monday, just because I wanna slim down!! getting fat already.

Recent photos :)

Three of us, Me, Elaine and April (Met up with jancy at pavillion)

Me, Jancy and Elaine

Me and Ayeshah at hulu selangor for orchestra outting :) COOL!! Me on the bridge

Nice View...

Me with bamboo :)

Me, Liu Yi and Ayeshah

time goes fast... A week has been gone!! :)
Monday was public holiday (National Day), My buddies called me in the morning to jog at Titiwangsa Lake garden. After that, we went to sungai wang to shout out our feelings in Green Box. :) Reached home around 1700, had dinner with family. Around 2030, my colleague invited me to accompany her to pub near Petaling, her piano teacher was performed in that gig too... :)

Tues, sick... Just attended choir rehearsal at night

Wed, Went to ask in the afternoon, because my composition class has cancelled. Having pipa instrumental class around 6pm.... I was really sorry to april, because i 'fang fei ji'.... She wanted yamcha with me, but I think i should went home early... :)

Thurs, taught in chong hwa... I really don't know what happened to one of my students, he can't control hiself anymore... He fought with other students... Haiz...

Fri, I went to sedaya college with chris, What i can say i was having one day trip to sedaya college... i called my friend, but she didn't pick up my call, i don't know what happened to her... :) Anyway, I went there before :)