Last week we had a workshop with guildhall UK.
This is one of the music examination boards in Malaysia... :D
All of us expected they will do personal master class on instrumentals.. but then, we got new influences!!! I like the way they handled this master class.. it really makes us feel comfortable. We get some great ideas of making composition by have some combinations of melodies and rhythms(such as transitions between 5/4 to 4/4).. all of us did a great job :D
I will always remember this great idea of making great music :D
have lots of fun with them.. they are great and friendly to all of us :D
Will upload photos soon :D
WHOOGA UGG BOOTS!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Just now my friend told me about her complicated relationship with someone...and another friend just got into relationship. i truly bless both of them. you know who you are :D hehe
relationship? this is a commitment between two human begin :D My friend told me when she needed someone and that person will be always there to listen all your problems. I wish i have one, but just not the time yet :D about my feeling... i do have one.. but then... i can't cross over it, it's impossible to me to make this decision!
sometimes, attraction (feeling) between two persons can be happen in few seconds, few minutes, few hours or few years. And i'm the person who get feeling so easily and forget the feeling easily hahahah :D
i'm not sure about his feelings towards me... or i'm just.....haiz... should i take a try? or just stay and wait?
too complicated!
relationship? this is a commitment between two human begin :D My friend told me when she needed someone and that person will be always there to listen all your problems. I wish i have one, but just not the time yet :D about my feeling... i do have one.. but then... i can't cross over it, it's impossible to me to make this decision!
sometimes, attraction (feeling) between two persons can be happen in few seconds, few minutes, few hours or few years. And i'm the person who get feeling so easily and forget the feeling easily hahahah :D
i'm not sure about his feelings towards me... or i'm just.....haiz... should i take a try? or just stay and wait?
too complicated!
two weeks time
I didn't blog for TWO WEEKS!!! what did i do within these two weeks? Frustrated... mad... not organised... feel like lost myself again!
i think mostly of you know what do i mean, i really really lost myself again! of course i didn't talk much about it, i don't really make my friends worry about me. I'm always chill always, pretend nothing happens.
about my studies... i don't feel excited of going there everyday, class as usual, nothing much suprises. but what i suprised about was my timetable will be change and change again! i hate this! why do i need to change? just because of those nonsense changements they have done, for me as a student, what can i do? do nothing just follow INSTRUCTIONS!
what should i do? should i keep quiet or voice out or pretend nothing happen? I know myself, i can't stop myself thinking about it, and i will not keep myself quiet anymore, i've been a 'good' girl for long time... this is the time i need to stand out to voice out!
i think mostly of you know what do i mean, i really really lost myself again! of course i didn't talk much about it, i don't really make my friends worry about me. I'm always chill always, pretend nothing happens.
about my studies... i don't feel excited of going there everyday, class as usual, nothing much suprises. but what i suprised about was my timetable will be change and change again! i hate this! why do i need to change? just because of those nonsense changements they have done, for me as a student, what can i do? do nothing just follow INSTRUCTIONS!
what should i do? should i keep quiet or voice out or pretend nothing happen? I know myself, i can't stop myself thinking about it, and i will not keep myself quiet anymore, i've been a 'good' girl for long time... this is the time i need to stand out to voice out!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
坏消息！
昨天早上，在我要办妥一切事件，我爸爸突然说，外婆刚去世！
这几天我已经面对许多不愉快的事件，虽然我再上个星期三至星期五到金马伦一趟，但这并没有把握得忧郁及不愉快完完全全打消。
我一定会振作起来！加油！
这几天我已经面对许多不愉快的事件，虽然我再上个星期三至星期五到金马伦一趟，但这并没有把握得忧郁及不愉快完完全全打消。
我一定会振作起来！加油！
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Updates
已经一个星期没记录我的点点滴滴
上个星期六及星期日去IB练习08.08.09及15.08.09的演出，老实说我并没有做好准备，但我会尽我的所能，我就捧着这颗心，终于可以证明我们是可以做得到！！
星期一及星期二到学院上课，依然往常，我并没有多大的惊喜！因为我已经对他们的做事能力已经绝望！我极少对一件事极度失望，除非那件事我经历了许多努力但没结果，学院的事我已经历了，我希望我们所希望的事情会达成。
星期三至星期五，我与两位好友到金马伦三天两夜的旅游，第一天我们已经游玩全部的景点！哈哈，我们三位小姐还做了游玩的名单。哈哈! 第二天去了两个大景点....我们还去starbucks上网，在那我们仿佛在外国，因为只有我们三位是马来西亚公民，其他顾客都是外国游客... :D 第三天我们买了一大堆的蔬菜及sweet corn。
to my friends.. if you want to visit cameron highland... don't ever plan for 3 days 2 nights.... or else you will regret!! :D but this is a nice place to relax especially the wheather!! I do like lots... of course almost the time RAINING!!!! :D
right after this trip.. i went to genting (another vacation)... this is for orchestra performance at first world... we almost late for the first performance :D but we made it! first performance wasn't good... but the second was great! :D glad that we done it!
after the performance we went to theme park... ayeshah and i played 4 games!!!! I really screamed lots!!!! This really make my tensions reduce!!!!!haha :D good.. nice!
I will go to genting again next week... this time i will get on SOLERO!!! I will wait!!! SCREAM AGAIN!!!! :D
All the best to all of us for performance next week :D
上个星期六及星期日去IB练习08.08.09及15.08.09的演出，老实说我并没有做好准备，但我会尽我的所能，我就捧着这颗心，终于可以证明我们是可以做得到！！
星期一及星期二到学院上课，依然往常，我并没有多大的惊喜！因为我已经对他们的做事能力已经绝望！我极少对一件事极度失望，除非那件事我经历了许多努力但没结果，学院的事我已经历了，我希望我们所希望的事情会达成。
星期三至星期五，我与两位好友到金马伦三天两夜的旅游，第一天我们已经游玩全部的景点！哈哈，我们三位小姐还做了游玩的名单。哈哈! 第二天去了两个大景点....我们还去starbucks上网，在那我们仿佛在外国，因为只有我们三位是马来西亚公民，其他顾客都是外国游客... :D 第三天我们买了一大堆的蔬菜及sweet corn。
to my friends.. if you want to visit cameron highland... don't ever plan for 3 days 2 nights.... or else you will regret!! :D but this is a nice place to relax especially the wheather!! I do like lots... of course almost the time RAINING!!!! :D
right after this trip.. i went to genting (another vacation)... this is for orchestra performance at first world... we almost late for the first performance :D but we made it! first performance wasn't good... but the second was great! :D glad that we done it!
after the performance we went to theme park... ayeshah and i played 4 games!!!! I really screamed lots!!!! This really make my tensions reduce!!!!!haha :D good.. nice!
I will go to genting again next week... this time i will get on SOLERO!!! I will wait!!! SCREAM AGAIN!!!! :D
All the best to all of us for performance next week :D
Friday, July 31, 2009
懊恼？
短短五天内，我发觉我的忍耐度渐渐达到极限！
虽然我不会非常情绪化，往往事情并不是与我所料，这究竟为什么？是制度的问题吗？还是学生的问题？我真的很怀疑，这一个月的时间难道他们之间不能达到共识吗？为什么开学了还要开会讨论呢，这简直是折磨学生们！我真搞不懂！单单转换科目的事件，我看到他们并没有改变，一切事情我们必须等待开会后的决定，为什么？为什么？为什么？
难道我做错决定？这之前，我依然抱着希望这新学期我并不需要这么的悲观及有变化，我真的抱着很大地希望，但这一切全毁了！我要怎么做？继续走下去？还是恨恨的.....？我并不想想那个结局，因为这不是我想要的答案。
朋友们，告诉我该这么办？
请给予一些意见 :D
虽然我不会非常情绪化，往往事情并不是与我所料，这究竟为什么？是制度的问题吗？还是学生的问题？我真的很怀疑，这一个月的时间难道他们之间不能达到共识吗？为什么开学了还要开会讨论呢，这简直是折磨学生们！我真搞不懂！单单转换科目的事件，我看到他们并没有改变，一切事情我们必须等待开会后的决定，为什么？为什么？为什么？
难道我做错决定？这之前，我依然抱着希望这新学期我并不需要这么的悲观及有变化，我真的抱着很大地希望，但这一切全毁了！我要怎么做？继续走下去？还是恨恨的.....？我并不想想那个结局，因为这不是我想要的答案。
朋友们，告诉我该这么办？
请给予一些意见 :D
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Annoy? angry?
I've no comment on this matter... I tried to control my emotion and not scold them...
Semester starts on this monday... lots of matters and decision (like credits transfer) they 'haven't' decided yet. I thought they will improve.. but... do they?
I went to the office, i've submitted the credit transfer form, and the officer told me i need to enter the class till the decision has made!! I answered semester starts now, so why they haven't decided yet! haiz... I really really really freaky tired with NONSENSE EXCUSES and annoy people!!!!!!!!
i hope i can stand this and try to save myself!!!!
Semester starts on this monday... lots of matters and decision (like credits transfer) they 'haven't' decided yet. I thought they will improve.. but... do they?
I went to the office, i've submitted the credit transfer form, and the officer told me i need to enter the class till the decision has made!! I answered semester starts now, so why they haven't decided yet! haiz... I really really really freaky tired with NONSENSE EXCUSES and annoy people!!!!!!!!
i hope i can stand this and try to save myself!!!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Engaged Idealist (from http://ipersonic.com/)
Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.
Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.
Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.
Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable
Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.
Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.
Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable
Engaged Idealist: Love
For you, love is the Alpha and Omega in life - you simply can’t be happy without it. No other type falls in love as quickly, strongly, and passionately. That has a lot to do with your limitless enthusiasm, and that does not only apply to things, but to people as well. When you love someone, you put him/her on a pedestal, surround him/her in a blaze of glory, and idealize him/her to the point that the people around you occasionally begin to doubt your soundness of mind.
Interestingly enough, you are normally blessed with excellent antennas for nuances. However, when you are in love, some systems appear to be defective: You won’t see a single spot on the white shining armor of your dream prince/princess, because you are convinced that he/she is a pure angel who fell from the clouds and landed right at your feet.
For the “target” of your affection, this passion is simply overwhelming. Who would not love to be raised into heaven, to be showered with your unconditional adoration and admiration? You court the partner of your choice with infinite imagination, empathy, and charm giving him/her no chance to resist. If you chose well, this can end in a long and happy relationship because you are a faithful and dedicate person who is willing to invest a lot into the partnership. In the long run, it is always given the most important priority in your life. As far as you are concerned, you entered a union for life, and you take nothing more seriously than the obliga-tion you took on out of love. Dedicated, you try tirelessly to divine your partner’s wishes before he/she is aware of them him/herself, and if at all possible, immediately satisfy them.
Interestingly enough, you are normally blessed with excellent antennas for nuances. However, when you are in love, some systems appear to be defective: You won’t see a single spot on the white shining armor of your dream prince/princess, because you are convinced that he/she is a pure angel who fell from the clouds and landed right at your feet.
For the “target” of your affection, this passion is simply overwhelming. Who would not love to be raised into heaven, to be showered with your unconditional adoration and admiration? You court the partner of your choice with infinite imagination, empathy, and charm giving him/her no chance to resist. If you chose well, this can end in a long and happy relationship because you are a faithful and dedicate person who is willing to invest a lot into the partnership. In the long run, it is always given the most important priority in your life. As far as you are concerned, you entered a union for life, and you take nothing more seriously than the obliga-tion you took on out of love. Dedicated, you try tirelessly to divine your partner’s wishes before he/she is aware of them him/herself, and if at all possible, immediately satisfy them.
Engaged Idealist: Career
As an Engaged Idealist you are one of the extroverted personality types. You enjoy working in a colorfully diverse group of people who interest and inspire you. Working in a “secluded room” is not your thing. You enjoy emphasizing with those around you and soon everybody senses the high priority and importance people represent to you. Therefore a team-oriented project is just right for you.
Your insight into human nature, your feel for your colleague’s and/or subordinate’s positive sides and potentials and your preparedness to encourage and support everyone around you to the best of your ability quickly brings them closer to you. People like to ask you for advice, appreciate your caring ways and appreciate to be taken under your wings. Within your means you are always available to others who need you because you yourself enjoy the ultimate gratification of being able to help others to make the best of themselves and to be successful mediating conflicts among people.
You are well suited to be an executive: It is difficult to resist your charisma, your enthusiasm and your ability to excite and motivate others. Authoritarian management attitudes are not your thing; it is your way to convince others of a project’s reason and significance who will then look forward to follow you voluntarily. You place a lot of value on creating the willingness to cooperate in others and with your gift to motivate that usually comes easy to you. You do not enjoy conflicts, need harmony and invest lots of energy and time in a good working climate and a harmonic relationship of your colleagues among each other.
Your insight into human nature, your feel for your colleague’s and/or subordinate’s positive sides and potentials and your preparedness to encourage and support everyone around you to the best of your ability quickly brings them closer to you. People like to ask you for advice, appreciate your caring ways and appreciate to be taken under your wings. Within your means you are always available to others who need you because you yourself enjoy the ultimate gratification of being able to help others to make the best of themselves and to be successful mediating conflicts among people.
You are well suited to be an executive: It is difficult to resist your charisma, your enthusiasm and your ability to excite and motivate others. Authoritarian management attitudes are not your thing; it is your way to convince others of a project’s reason and significance who will then look forward to follow you voluntarily. You place a lot of value on creating the willingness to cooperate in others and with your gift to motivate that usually comes easy to you. You do not enjoy conflicts, need harmony and invest lots of energy and time in a good working climate and a harmonic relationship of your colleagues among each other.
Violin exam (22th of july)
Finally i've done with this matter!!! I can release my tension :D
Actually i wasn't nervous but i don't know why.... My first song was slightly out of pitch in few lines... I alerted about my mistakes. second song pretty good... third song did some note mistakes :D hehehe...
scales, so far ok... but not good in C major 3 octaves, Bb third double stop scale i can't do it, and i asked to skip :D haha... how ridiculous! but i didn't manage to memories the fingering and position, really try hard to remember :D
sight reading... erm... first part i did well... second part lost! third part got back my pulse :D hahahah
Aural no problem!! ( i think) I answered correctly mostly questions he asked... There are 4 sections, while i did the 4th section, the examiner asked me to describe the song he played, i need to describe the dynamics, structure, form, texture and other improtant details. I confirmed he played baroque song, and he asked me what kind of instrument, three answers he gave me, piano, vocal or harpsichord... i answered harpsichord, he said why don't vocal or piano.... hahah :D he tried to confuse me :D and i answered in baroque period piano doesn't exist yet :D
right now i need to prepare myself on my degree study and also my vocation to cameron highland!!!!! hahahahhaha... don't envy me :D
Actually i wasn't nervous but i don't know why.... My first song was slightly out of pitch in few lines... I alerted about my mistakes. second song pretty good... third song did some note mistakes :D hehehe...
scales, so far ok... but not good in C major 3 octaves, Bb third double stop scale i can't do it, and i asked to skip :D haha... how ridiculous! but i didn't manage to memories the fingering and position, really try hard to remember :D
sight reading... erm... first part i did well... second part lost! third part got back my pulse :D hahahah
Aural no problem!! ( i think) I answered correctly mostly questions he asked... There are 4 sections, while i did the 4th section, the examiner asked me to describe the song he played, i need to describe the dynamics, structure, form, texture and other improtant details. I confirmed he played baroque song, and he asked me what kind of instrument, three answers he gave me, piano, vocal or harpsichord... i answered harpsichord, he said why don't vocal or piano.... hahah :D he tried to confuse me :D and i answered in baroque period piano doesn't exist yet :D
right now i need to prepare myself on my degree study and also my vocation to cameron highland!!!!! hahahahhaha... don't envy me :D
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
My birthday 15th of july
I worked on that day, helped ina's student on violin accompaniment, stay at hotel istana till 3.30pm after that went home and waited replies from my friends. :D
Had dinner at yaki-yaki japanese restaurant near low yat plaza!! REALLY NICE, this restaurant is similiar with Jogoya, and it's cheaper :D This was cool, we ate lot!!!! :D
After that we went to redbox to burn our fats!!! xD Screaming in the room till 1200 :D hahahahahaha
Had dinner at yaki-yaki japanese restaurant near low yat plaza!! REALLY NICE, this restaurant is similiar with Jogoya, and it's cheaper :D This was cool, we ate lot!!!! :D
After that we went to redbox to burn our fats!!! xD Screaming in the room till 1200 :D hahahahahaha
TOMORROW!!!
tomorrow is my violin exam!! I'm really really worry with my playing, what can i do? be calm, control my intonation, just be myself, this is more important, DON'T NERVOUS!!!
Cool... 25 hours later i will face it! :D
Wish me luck....
Cool... 25 hours later i will face it! :D
Wish me luck....
TOMORROW!!!
tomorrow is my violin exam!! I'm really really worry with my playing, what can i do? be calm, control my intonation, just be myself, this is more important, DON'T NERVOUS!!!
Cool... 25 hours later i will face it! :D
Wish me luck....
Cool... 25 hours later i will face it! :D
Wish me luck....
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
busy week!
Tomorrow i need to go out early morning to hotel istana, to do accompaniment for ina's students, i really hope they can do well. After that, i need to call to my college regarding the fees payment, i need to find more money to pay my fees. Go home and practice!!!! practice!!!
Thursday, i work for a whole day and have composition class at MIA. Haiz.. my assignments are not completed yet! what can i do? i need IDEAS!!! Hopefully i can finish tomorrow :D
Friday, i need to do practice!!!! No excuses anymore!!! no time!
Saturday, work and do practice...
Sunday, go to bangi for rehearsal.... and some more practice!!!!!!
this week i just need to concentrate on my violin exam!!!! PRACTICE PRACTICE!!!!
Thursday, i work for a whole day and have composition class at MIA. Haiz.. my assignments are not completed yet! what can i do? i need IDEAS!!! Hopefully i can finish tomorrow :D
Friday, i need to do practice!!!! No excuses anymore!!! no time!
Saturday, work and do practice...
Sunday, go to bangi for rehearsal.... and some more practice!!!!!!
this week i just need to concentrate on my violin exam!!!! PRACTICE PRACTICE!!!!
1 year
Wishes i have made last year : Complete my final, do grade 8 examination, slimming down...
what i completed just only my final...
grade 8 i will do on next week...
about slimming, i'm still work on!!! Haiz.... I need to plan my daily diet, no snacks, no junk foods, no oily food!!!
New wishes : Slim down, compose some great works, work hard, be patient, concentrate on my study (instrumental), Future plan, earn more MONEY!!!!!!!! I need money!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
That's all for my latest wishes.... hehehe... i will add some more :D
what i completed just only my final...
grade 8 i will do on next week...
about slimming, i'm still work on!!! Haiz.... I need to plan my daily diet, no snacks, no junk foods, no oily food!!!
New wishes : Slim down, compose some great works, work hard, be patient, concentrate on my study (instrumental), Future plan, earn more MONEY!!!!!!!! I need money!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
That's all for my latest wishes.... hehehe... i will add some more :D
Sunday, July 12, 2009
updates :D
went to genting last friday (03.07.09), we supposed to reach genting at 3pm, but... my friend wasn't finished work, so i waited her at her office. We reached genting around 4pm, I was disappointed with the wheather... i expected COLD everywhere, but i just feel 'chill' :D
checked in to first world, take a nap... after that, my friends bought me to casino :D haha... this was my first time got in :D
We gambling Rm60, and we lost!
went back to hotel, and rest for a while for next session :D haha... my friend's colleagues went there too, and they 'wat' my friend to belanja them starbucks... haha... reached starbucks around 9pm and we sat till 2am, while the time we waiting her colleagues we use her laptop to update our own facebook :D cool...
after her colleagues reached, we played poker till 2am :D cool!! Had lots of fun:D knew some people :D
On the next day, reached kl around 2pm, i had functions at bangi.. rushing to my friend's work place. actually i was exausted, but what can i do? i chose to go to genting :D hehehe...
I want to upload my phitis!!! but but but but my pc is really sucks!!!!! :(
checked in to first world, take a nap... after that, my friends bought me to casino :D haha... this was my first time got in :D
We gambling Rm60, and we lost!
went back to hotel, and rest for a while for next session :D haha... my friend's colleagues went there too, and they 'wat' my friend to belanja them starbucks... haha... reached starbucks around 9pm and we sat till 2am, while the time we waiting her colleagues we use her laptop to update our own facebook :D cool...
after her colleagues reached, we played poker till 2am :D cool!! Had lots of fun:D knew some people :D
On the next day, reached kl around 2pm, i had functions at bangi.. rushing to my friend's work place. actually i was exausted, but what can i do? i chose to go to genting :D hehehe...
I want to upload my phitis!!! but but but but my pc is really sucks!!!!! :(
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
waiting
hahahaI'm excited about my trip on friday :) although just only to genting... :D i really need holiday!...
Tomorrow i'll have rehearsal with friends for function on this coming saturday, after that work.. when i reach home, i should pack my stuffs :D hehehe....
need to plan what should i bring... COOL!
Tomorrow i'll have rehearsal with friends for function on this coming saturday, after that work.. when i reach home, i should pack my stuffs :D hehehe....
need to plan what should i bring... COOL!
no luck?
i don't know why i feel down when i knew i'm not selected... maybe i faced this situation before, i was not selected, and even no audition at all for that particular activity, i felt that was unfair to all of the members.
But for this event, i just take it easy and be cool!! :D hehe...
actually this is life, i may face failures and problems, but i will overcome this!
I'm not easily to fall down! WORK HARD!!!
But for this event, i just take it easy and be cool!! :D hehe...
actually this is life, i may face failures and problems, but i will overcome this!
I'm not easily to fall down! WORK HARD!!!
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