Cool! I did 2 EXAMS, Japanese and English... Satisfied with my answering :D
Tuesday 01.12.2009 - Pengajian Budaya
Wednesday 02.12.2009 - Music Theory
Friday 04.12.2009 - Music History
Wednesday 09.12.2009 - Ear training
After these exams.. I will be FREE!!
I will work hard to accomplish all exams!!!! :D I CAN DO IT!!!
Ganbatte Kudasai to all my friends! :D
Cheers!
WHOOGA UGG BOOTS!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
休息是让自己能走得更远? Busy? pretend busy?
Haha.. i found that my blog title is getting sarcastic :D I think it is because i'm still stuck in my stress and problems that I can't find solution... But nevermind, i will find my solution in this coming semester break.
What made me so busy enough, till i don't have time to update my blog? What i can say, busy running here and there... busy on my work, assignments, coming theory exams. The only exam i've settled was my practical exam. My practical exam was pretty good, although i didn't have much time to practice, but i'm satisfied :D
For the other exams... What can i say? No confident? or no mood to study? haha.. right now is around 3.35am, and i'm still online and update my lonely blog... :D I shouldn't online, i should study my Japanese, Budaya, theory etc....
I still remember one of my friends told me, 休息是让自己能走得更远 Do you agree?
Or i should totally REST?
Seriously, I don't have much free time to hang out with friends, to yamcha or shopping... But... Do i enjoy my busy life? with no TARGET? hehe :D
this is the question i need to think about it, and I should find out the solution before i get explode! :D
I need to stay away from my PC today onwards.. no MSN, no YM, no FACEBOOK, no BLOGGING!
STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!
What made me so busy enough, till i don't have time to update my blog? What i can say, busy running here and there... busy on my work, assignments, coming theory exams. The only exam i've settled was my practical exam. My practical exam was pretty good, although i didn't have much time to practice, but i'm satisfied :D
For the other exams... What can i say? No confident? or no mood to study? haha.. right now is around 3.35am, and i'm still online and update my lonely blog... :D I shouldn't online, i should study my Japanese, Budaya, theory etc....
I still remember one of my friends told me, 休息是让自己能走得更远 Do you agree?
Or i should totally REST?
Seriously, I don't have much free time to hang out with friends, to yamcha or shopping... But... Do i enjoy my busy life? with no TARGET? hehe :D
this is the question i need to think about it, and I should find out the solution before i get explode! :D
I need to stay away from my PC today onwards.. no MSN, no YM, no FACEBOOK, no BLOGGING!
STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!
my limit?
Can i overcome my limit? or i need to give up? Should i take agressive action? or let it be?
or USE them :D haha (EVIL SMILE)
What are my problems now? do i know my problems? or i cover and don't want to admit my problem? or I 'know' my problems?
or USE them :D haha (EVIL SMILE)
What are my problems now? do i know my problems? or i cover and don't want to admit my problem? or I 'know' my problems?
trust?
信不信是一杀那的瞬间。
当我相信了，我就会相信他/她。当我不相信了，我会毫不犹豫不会选择相信他/她。
对我而言，信用是非常重要，而且我也是容易相信他人，往往朋友都会取笑我为什么这么地容易相信人，但这是我的本性:D
然而，我会照顾自己，让自己好过！
当我相信了，我就会相信他/她。当我不相信了，我会毫不犹豫不会选择相信他/她。
对我而言，信用是非常重要，而且我也是容易相信他人，往往朋友都会取笑我为什么这么地容易相信人，但这是我的本性:D
然而，我会照顾自己，让自己好过！
Friday, November 13, 2009
RELEASE TENSION SONG LIST!!! :D
for those who have 烦恼, this is a best song to SCREAM OUT!!!! :D By Jacky Cheung :D
Who wants to 'FLY', listen to this song!!!!! FLY AS HIGH AS POSSIBLE!!!! By 飞儿乐团
WHO WANTS TO GET HIGH FOR 3 DAYS 3 NIGHTS, SING THIS!!! :D by A-Mei
Sunday, November 01, 2009
improvement?
lost confident?
start over again?
understand what i 'need' to do?
forget every single negative matters?
放手？
坚持?
start over again?
understand what i 'need' to do?
forget every single negative matters?
放手？
坚持?
friend
in the afternoon, had a great talk with my friend who is studying at manchester. although we didn't meet for a year, but we still can talk as much as we can :D
for some friends, although i didn't meet them for long time, but we don't have the same topic to talk about, what i can describe?? no chemistry between us? haha... being friend is all about 缘分. :D I will keep in touch with each friend of mine :D cheers! :D
for some friends, although i didn't meet them for long time, but we don't have the same topic to talk about, what i can describe?? no chemistry between us? haha... being friend is all about 缘分. :D I will keep in touch with each friend of mine :D cheers! :D
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
sunrise
such a long time i didn't hear this song, it's from norah jones. It is a light jazz, lovely song. it inspires me! sunrise, which means a brand new day! new day new target!
within this month, I was too emotional... couldn't control my mind sometimes, and i need to cool down myself, and release tension! I'm sorry to some of my friends, because of my immature I might treat you guys badly. Really sorry about this
seriously, i really need to plan what i 'need' to do, and not to do what i 'like'! this is what i'm doing now, decline invitation to hang out with friends, yamcha.. just to focus what i 'need' to do!
and somehow, i manage myself to force myself to do something in one shot... and not to repeat the same things, need to understand 'what am i doing NOW'. don't get blur girl!
within this month, I was too emotional... couldn't control my mind sometimes, and i need to cool down myself, and release tension! I'm sorry to some of my friends, because of my immature I might treat you guys badly. Really sorry about this
seriously, i really need to plan what i 'need' to do, and not to do what i 'like'! this is what i'm doing now, decline invitation to hang out with friends, yamcha.. just to focus what i 'need' to do!
and somehow, i manage myself to force myself to do something in one shot... and not to repeat the same things, need to understand 'what am i doing NOW'. don't get blur girl!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
change?
what did i 'change' within these few years?
1. getting fat!
2. being strong and independent
3. not afraid of voicing out!! it's my right to fight for it!
4. i think more before i do anything... think more and don't talk more.
5. Time management is better... :) but need to improve more and more... :D
do what i need to do... focus! really concentrate, and don't bother anything else! but still i won't let them to turn me down!
cheers! :D
1. getting fat!
2. being strong and independent
3. not afraid of voicing out!! it's my right to fight for it!
4. i think more before i do anything... think more and don't talk more.
5. Time management is better... :) but need to improve more and more... :D
do what i need to do... focus! really concentrate, and don't bother anything else! but still i won't let them to turn me down!
cheers! :D
Saturday, October 10, 2009
2 years ago, i did a decision to extend my study and i did manage to accomplish my final in this year. Looking back, i proud to myself for struggling in these two years and I need to begin my instrument study from ZERO!! Right now, what i am facing now.. is how to overcome my study mood... Am i strong enough to face it? or i can gamble it, should try to the other place? can i control my emotion and feeling?
after had a serious discussion with lecturers, I found my way... what i can do right now, don't border anymore... do it.. and get away! of course as soon as possible!
i don't want just a 'paper' , i want a valuable 'paper' and it'll help on my career and i enjoy my studies! right now, i'm not enjoying my studies anymore, i need to find out WHY?
after had a serious discussion with lecturers, I found my way... what i can do right now, don't border anymore... do it.. and get away! of course as soon as possible!
i don't want just a 'paper' , i want a valuable 'paper' and it'll help on my career and i enjoy my studies! right now, i'm not enjoying my studies anymore, i need to find out WHY?
Friday, October 09, 2009
未来？
刚刚与几位老师讨论了我的不满及不安。不安是因为我对于课程的疑问及无奈，不满是对于上课的意念已经不在了！
在这几个星期，依然若无其事地去上课，没有过问任何的事情，只是麻木地‘上课’，我对于小考都不在乎，这不是我，一直以来，我都非常注重这些事件，不曾让自己有机会错过任何能获取好成绩的机会，但现在的我，已经没有念书的意念了，这是为什么？是我对他们已经完全失望了，还是我的想太多呢？
其实，我是有答案，只是我不敢去面对。
面对是一种痛苦的事情，虽然如此，我必须面对，我会作出最好的选择，我会 努力的，不会放弃！
在这几个星期，依然若无其事地去上课，没有过问任何的事情，只是麻木地‘上课’，我对于小考都不在乎，这不是我，一直以来，我都非常注重这些事件，不曾让自己有机会错过任何能获取好成绩的机会，但现在的我，已经没有念书的意念了，这是为什么？是我对他们已经完全失望了，还是我的想太多呢？
其实，我是有答案，只是我不敢去面对。
面对是一种痛苦的事情，虽然如此，我必须面对，我会作出最好的选择，我会 努力的，不会放弃！
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
颓废？
自从假期后，我感觉我冲劲已经不在了，连我的老师也这么认为！
这到底是为什么？是我的问题？是环境的问题？还是我应该走了呢离开这不平静的地方呢? 还是我该留下来在观察呢?
我是时候要休息了!我不应该再这么操劳!!应该学会放手!!说是非常简单,但我能做到吗?
这到底是为什么？是我的问题？是环境的问题？还是我应该走了呢离开这不平静的地方呢? 还是我该留下来在观察呢?
我是时候要休息了!我不应该再这么操劳!!应该学会放手!!说是非常简单,但我能做到吗?
lazy bump!
no mood? = lazy?
seriously i'm don't have mood in these few days... i don't know why, i'm TOO MOODY and EMOTIONAL! why?
Actually i know what is the reason, i just don't want to face it :( but... I NEED TO FACE IT!!!!
seriously i'm don't have mood in these few days... i don't know why, i'm TOO MOODY and EMOTIONAL! why?
Actually i know what is the reason, i just don't want to face it :( but... I NEED TO FACE IT!!!!
Thursday, October 01, 2009
a week!
What i did within these few days?
Mon : Had violin lesson, luckily i did well on my RH, but my intonation was worst! Later on had pipa class, kinda did well in the class :D chat lots with my teacher too.. Had a great day! :D
Tues: had classes in the morning till afternoon 4pm, right after that had composition class :D after the class had a great chat with my teacher too :D haha... Chat for two days!!! :D
Wed: had presentation in the morning, overall went well :D Good job to all my partners and friends :D after that, watched a movie, 意外. this is sort of thriller movie, although the story is simple but it's kinda scary!! :D hahaha... but it made me think a lot about humanity
Today, work and study :D
Hope everything goes well...
Mon : Had violin lesson, luckily i did well on my RH, but my intonation was worst! Later on had pipa class, kinda did well in the class :D chat lots with my teacher too.. Had a great day! :D
Tues: had classes in the morning till afternoon 4pm, right after that had composition class :D after the class had a great chat with my teacher too :D haha... Chat for two days!!! :D
Wed: had presentation in the morning, overall went well :D Good job to all my partners and friends :D after that, watched a movie, 意外. this is sort of thriller movie, although the story is simple but it's kinda scary!! :D hahaha... but it made me think a lot about humanity
Today, work and study :D
Hope everything goes well...
GREAT NEWS!!!!
I love great news... :D
I GOT MY VIOLIN EXAM RESULT!!! got merit...I would like to thank to my teacher, mr azlan and my accompaniment teacher, mr. fairuz for their teaching and helps!!! really appreciate!
Actually i didn't have much confident on this exam, actually i didn't prepare well and didn't have much time on my preparation, really struggle and nervous before the exam!!! But I'm glad, i did TWO main examinations, one is my PETA (final) recital, and my violin exam!!! :D GREAT NEWS!!!!
I will work hard and pay MORE MORE MORE concentration on my study!!! :D
I GOT MY VIOLIN EXAM RESULT!!! got merit...I would like to thank to my teacher, mr azlan and my accompaniment teacher, mr. fairuz for their teaching and helps!!! really appreciate!
Actually i didn't have much confident on this exam, actually i didn't prepare well and didn't have much time on my preparation, really struggle and nervous before the exam!!! But I'm glad, i did TWO main examinations, one is my PETA (final) recital, and my violin exam!!! :D GREAT NEWS!!!!
I will work hard and pay MORE MORE MORE concentration on my study!!! :D
Sunday, September 27, 2009
tomorrow
I've 2 important classes tomorrow!!! In the morning, i will have violin class... I hope everything goes well! And I hope what I practiced within these few days can improve my technical skills!! :D 加油!
after the class, i need to go to college for another instrumental class! I hope the same thing on my pipa class. Worry too! :D
I put efforts and concentrations on these two dearest babies!!!! :D Love them very much!!!
TOMORROW IS MY DAY!!! GREAT DAY!!! :D
after the class, i need to go to college for another instrumental class! I hope the same thing on my pipa class. Worry too! :D
I put efforts and concentrations on these two dearest babies!!!! :D Love them very much!!!
TOMORROW IS MY DAY!!! GREAT DAY!!! :D
Making life beautiful
I went to a concert in this afternoon, actually i didn't plan this too... i saw an advertisement in newspaper last week and i noticed my two dearest teachers are involved!!!! haha... i double confirm with my teachers about their performance, and i went to Jaya One at PJ area. It's a brand new area, with various kind of restaurants (korean, japan, western, chinese etc) and cold storage too! I will ask my friends to come over here next time :D
PJLA is a nice theater hall, although it's kinda small (about 250-300 people) but the sound system is fine!! :D Seriously I didn't know about the style and form of performance, when i went into the hall, i just noticed many senior citizens!!! I think i'm the only teenager... Actually this was a charity performance, and the organizer invited some senior citizen organizations to watch.
The performance was GREAT!!! with strong players and vocalist - (one of my teacher did all the arrangements, and another teacher played chinese instruments :D) and with good arrangments!!! :D Repertoires are mostly oldie songs... I really enjoyed the whole performance :D
CHEERS!! :D
WORK HARD TOMORROW ONWARDS!!! :D
PJLA is a nice theater hall, although it's kinda small (about 250-300 people) but the sound system is fine!! :D Seriously I didn't know about the style and form of performance, when i went into the hall, i just noticed many senior citizens!!! I think i'm the only teenager... Actually this was a charity performance, and the organizer invited some senior citizen organizations to watch.
The performance was GREAT!!! with strong players and vocalist - (one of my teacher did all the arrangements, and another teacher played chinese instruments :D) and with good arrangments!!! :D Repertoires are mostly oldie songs... I really enjoyed the whole performance :D
CHEERS!! :D
WORK HARD TOMORROW ONWARDS!!! :D
成长?
在这假期,我并没有放松自己,一直都在思考自己的动向,最近的状况,自己的情绪及不安.
我真的可以把一切不愉快的事情忘记吗?
我自问我不可以忘记,但这是我的不成熟吗?
许多事情的发生让我不能再'多管闲事'了,此时的我只能专注于我的学业,忘了一切我不该知道的事!我的'无知'是否会平衡我的情绪呢?
许多朋友都给予我劝告,放开放手吧!我这认识非常执著及像只牛,指挥往前冲不顾一切!
我真的可以把一切不愉快的事情忘记吗?
我自问我不可以忘记,但这是我的不成熟吗?
许多事情的发生让我不能再'多管闲事'了,此时的我只能专注于我的学业,忘了一切我不该知道的事!我的'无知'是否会平衡我的情绪呢?
许多朋友都给予我劝告,放开放手吧!我这认识非常执著及像只牛,指挥往前冲不顾一切!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
应该vs喜欢
after 4 days, my busy life will begin!!
In these few days, i manage myself to do what i plan :D (做应该做的事, 不该做喜欢的事）
Although my friends called me out for yamcha or dinner, usually i will go out with them without thinking about my tasks that i need to do. For now, i need more concentration on my studies especially on my instrumental study!! NO REASONS FOR SHOPPING AND HANGING OUT!!!
I CAN DO IT!! :D
In these few days, i manage myself to do what i plan :D (做应该做的事, 不该做喜欢的事）
Although my friends called me out for yamcha or dinner, usually i will go out with them without thinking about my tasks that i need to do. For now, i need more concentration on my studies especially on my instrumental study!! NO REASONS FOR SHOPPING AND HANGING OUT!!!
I CAN DO IT!! :D
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
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