Actually i'm currently busy for my studies and practices. I'm glad, of course, that my result for last semester is maintained what I've target. Thank god....
I'm regreted that I can't do my final project in this year, I need to extend my studies to 4 years. The second week of semester, my instruemental teacher has changed, reasons.... I'm not here to talk about that. Once I've the first class with my new teacher, I asked him about my techinical on my study. He answered me, it was terrible!! OH MY GOD!! What should I do? What have I done in past two years? At that moment, I really damm down. How come this happened to me? I DON'T WANT!!!! 我不甘心!!
I supposed to drop my last project subject during the first two weeks of semester. I've discussed with my new instrumental teacher, my arrangement teacher, consultant department, and even my close friends in school. Most of them suggested me to extend, the reasons were polished up my technical works, I can do better rather I push myself and get stressed. Yeah, I thinked this before, BUT I just..... :( I felt like crying.....
At last, I didn't drop this subject, I run through all the hard times!! My teacher is a patient guy, he knows what ARE my problems, he tried to help me out. I'm such a slow learner..... 我必须改变自己!! Although I'm keep learning, but I need to take instrumental exam in middle of semester, my teacher has given me some repertoires, I tried hard on practising, felt disappoineted and 自暴自弃. I just keep thinking I NEED TO GRAD IN 3 YEARS!!! But the times do flow fast, ths examination is getting near to my eyes, I didn't perfectly done my repertoires, how am I going to get into the exam? Although it's just an examination, I need to face to examiners and myself too... I felt like i'm in the end of the world.. I can't stand it anymore.... :(
I talked to my teacher, he supported me to drop my final project and the instrumental examination. At first, he didn't agree me to take instrumental exam neither final project. 可他想我已经是个大人了可以自己做决定. 我非常感谢他 :) 虽然结果是如此, 我一定会为我未来而努力!! 加油!!
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Cheers up!!
今天我遇见一位已经毕业的朋友, 他是从舞蹈系毕业, 是一位对舞蹈很执着及认真的朋友. 他告诉我他会在两个星期后去韩国深造, 老实说我真的对他感到高兴及尊敬!! :) 在这起事件我有个想法, 努力是会带来幸运及机会. :)
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