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我要怎么增加我的自信心呢？ 我老师说我被动，我并不否认，要怎么办呢？


不想不想了，必须休息！

I'm back

Had tour performance with National Youth Orchestra started from 2nd of may (Genting), 9th of may (Ipoh), 16th of may (Johor) and 23th of may (Kuantan). Tiring and fun... :) outting to waterfall (Ipoh) and beach (Kuantan). will upload photos soon! :D

but now i need to concentrate on my final!!! NEXT MONDAY is the day!!!!!!!

Vivaldi - Violin Concerto Op.3, No. 12 in E Major, RV 265

TOMORROW!!

I'll have a meeting with production stage manager, but my own stage manager might not available tomorrow, because his mom is in hospital, really pity to him. of course i'm not forcing him to attend the meeting... i'm just not happy with his way, he didn't pick up my phone call and not even reply my message. fine! Luckily my friend told me his situation... but anyway, my friends and i (uda, bella, rabiatul and me) will deal trough with the production stage manager. hehe :) i'm glad they still join this final project :D thanks to OASIS production! miss them a lot...

challenges

Although I passed up my report, but I still need time to do practices with my colleagues.

I had main problem... i understand how busy are my players, sorry to say that i'm worry about songs! But at least i've done 2 solo songs, 1 trio (hopefully my player will remember what i have done today). for my another 2 songs i haven't run through yet... especially my duet song, i'm still rushing all those semiquavers, i hate that!!

I told my teacher about that matter, he said i need to really relax while i play that particular parts, what i noticed my hand just can't control and my mental was out of my mind! how? how? how? my teacher advised me to get relax and concentrate on my RH wrist, the movement!!! haiz... i can overcome this matter soon!!! :D

老实说我真的对学院的制度已经绝望了。我不晓得他们真的有在办事吗？难道通知老师真的这么难吗？星期三我告知我的报告老师我的考试会在6月1日举办，我老师说她完全不知情她也说下午时间她会在另间学院教课。这又是另一个大问题， 这也说明我的考试只有一个监考老师。我已经心灰意冷，有或无，我也无所谓. I don't care what will happen, i will do the best.

Thank god!!!

Hahaha... my exam date is 22.07.2009 (wed), although it's 2 months later, but i will work hard to archive my goal!!!! I won't fail myself!!!!!!! WISH ME!! :D

Currently really busy on my final, especially on my 'reports'. I really fed up what the management did to us, change without informing students, just put the notice on the board... do you really think all students will APPEAR in college? luckily my friend told me about this, and i did the right thing.:D last thursday hea told us to do 6 copies, and i got the latest info, 1 copy with report and master scores, 1 copy ONLY report, and 3 master scores. if my friend didn't let me know... I WILL DO 6 COPIES with all master scores and reports...

this is my final and last work to do in college... really need EXTRA rest after that!!! I DON'T CARE... don't ever bother me and disturb me... let me be, i want my own time!!! :D

NERVOUS!!!!

I just got a msg about my violin exam date... I don't know yet because my friend is checking for me!!! I really hope it's in july!!! HELP ME!!!