excited....

finally my friend get great news! Although it's not her first choice, at least she got what she wanted to study... :D congratulation to her... and she got the uni is nearby with mine too :D hahaha... at least we can 互相照应. :D I really excited with the moment we reach there :D

想念

思念的感觉真的让我无法自拔。
这几天我没有再想了，我想我会好好的过，但缘分真的把我们的距离再拉近了。
有些时候，他就会出现在我的面前，那时候真的被无助的感觉打败了。
一次又一次地见到彼此，我真的不知该如何的面对。
唯一的办法是我不会做出任何的举动，让时间冲淡一切。

我知道我可以面对这些！

i dedicate these songs to....

不舍得

这种不舍得心情又在浮现了....
今晚朋友刚刚完成了毕业作品,许多回忆回来了。一年前,我正在忙于毕业的事情，一年后我在看朋友的毕业作品。

说实在的，在这我感激朋友们对我的支持，我会永远记得你们！

我会！

我感谢一直陪伴我的家人。

我感谢一直支持我的朋友。

我感谢一直教导我的老师。

我感谢伤害我的人，是你们让我成长及看到黑暗的一面，让我勇敢面对。

我感谢我的工作伙伴，希望我们可以在合作。

最后一句话，谢谢！

i didn't expect...

everything is going well.... i didn't know that my thoughts can make my dreams come true! thanks to my friend who recommended this book to me, THE SECRET! I learned some facts, positive thoughts can fullfill dreams! :D at the same time, it needs actions to do it! :D

I will remember this technique for my future... :D

off~

:D I have lots of blog, but this is not the time yet, I'm so so so excited and unbelieavable what I have gone through on last friday, to nicole and caryne, thanks for your wishes! :D I will make a wise decision! :D

will get off from kl for 2 days! :D

will do more updates about my DREAM! :D

no title...

I have done the first theory, 2 more to go... anyway, I'm excited for the trip on next week, i almost 1/2 of the year busy here and there... :D

anyway, after 2 days i will have my freedom! :D cheers!

afraid....

I will have first theory exam tomorrow, this is the first time i don't the exam feeling... is this good? and i don't know what is the content i have learn in this subject! I just have little notes to read... but actually i don't really read, or memorize, just look through my notes....

hope everything will be fine!：Ｄ

waiting

what is my feeling of waiting? waiting anything?
I'm really worry about the result i will get on next week, I might get or on the other way... I always remind myself, that is not a big deal! i'm still young, the world is waiting me to explore, if i don't get this time, i can try again and again... Don't give up! I can do it....

can i overcome the moment i get the result? excited? disappointed? I really don't know... anyway, i need to prepare my theory exams start next week, 3 days.... preparation? Doing doing.... hope everything is alright! :D cheers.....

calm down!

this is what i lack of... i should calm down and think wisely, not to doing wrong way. This is long term war, we need to stand still and be strong to against them.

I have the mood to play strategy games.. any recommendations? :D

am i going to be him? I don't want this happen to me! next week is my theory exams, i hope everything will be fine, and I will free after wednesday! :D COOL....

Sing k, movies, travel!!! :D COOL

人性的丑陋

这幅画 - 他的无奈、无助及绝望。
这些心情恰恰应对了我现在的心情。
之前的绝望已经渐渐消失，因为太累去管了，毕竟他们是无药可救。
现在的绝望的对于整体的表现。
人性是丑陋，在非常关键，往往相关人士会消失不见，只剩下无辜的人在奋斗着。
虽然我不想牵涉这件事，但无理的要求我感到了学生的无力，为什么是我们承担呢？
事情的发生双方必须附上各自的责任，但并不代表我们该承担全部责任。

在这我祝福当事人能振作起来不要放弃，不要答应无理要求，只要坚持坚定的信念，是有希望的！

post by someone :)

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请珍惜每一次和

他在一起的机会，每一次和他说话的机会，每一次对他微笑的机会，因为这可能成为你脑海中不多的记忆财富。


如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请保持快乐的心态，每一次见到他或者与他交谈的时候都能让他感受到你的快乐，因为看到心爱的人开心是件很幸福的事。


如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请试图让自己越来越漂亮，只有懂得爱自己的女孩才能赢得他人的爱。谁都希望心爱的人能看到自己美好的一面。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，尽量帮他，聆听他内心的声音，帮他分担，不要期望太多。这个世界太过公平，是你的永远是你的，谁也抢不走。哪怕是拥有他的心就够了！！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别一开始就付出太多，事先知道结局的人是最理智的。如果你倾尽所有，结果往往会一无所有。（可是如果深爱了，又怎能不付出的太多呢？）

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别对双方苛求太多，太多的因素会让你们分离，时间、人、空间，如果你不想让最后的回忆变得不美好的话。那么就都要给彼此一些空间，让他感觉你是他的幸福 而不是负担！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，离开的时候千万不要哭（估计很难做到），如果他也对你动过心，你们都会把对方的名字雕刻成辗转时空中的金子。每天都会想起彼此的脸！


如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，保存着你们在一起的每一分每一秒的片断，因为时间的洪水会很无情，到了最后剩下的也许只会是零星的碎片。


请记得曾经在一起时的那段岁月~~!! 因为珍惜今天~~!!
它就是明天最美的回忆~~!!

悲哀

悲哀、伤感的心情让我对这地方感到厌倦，为什么要这样对待学生？
利用威胁的手段让学生措手无策，为什么会发生这种事？
我们该如何抉择呢?

TIRED!

i don't want to think negative thought, i'm too tired to think all stress out matters and problems, i will leave them aside, i won't take it so serious! I'm too tired to think and think, what i need to do is concentrate on my theory exams, so I can get back my freedom!
I want to get out!! Travel or other else, as long i'm out of the place!!!!

TOO TIRED!

我的方向？

今天朋友看见了我的面子书的留言频频询问我的去向，老实说，我真的没有带着任何意思。虽然我已经踏出了一步做出了其他的申请，但一切还未得到答案。这个答案及将会得到肯定，我一直都保持了乐观的态度面对此申请，无论我得到与否我也是可以好好过生活，而且我相信我会活得更好。

蓝天的蔚蓝顿时让我的心情平复下来。再想想，我好久没有抬头看蓝天了。

美丽地景象又让你的心情好一点吗？

我的未来方向有如这图像吗？笔直没有阻碍吗？
难道笔直的路会让我成长吗？

books

I didn't prepare much on the MUET speaking paper, luckily my team members manage to elaborate, and I managed to figure out the point on my topic. :D We did well on the speaking paper, hope everything will be fine...

this is not the ending, although I've finished all practical exams, I need to prepare theory exams. These subjects are giving me headache, I don't have confident to get good result. Anyway, positive thought will give me strength and energy!

to all my friends, all the best on practical exams and theory exams... I truly wish all of you and myself! :D cheers!

finally.... I've DONE with it!

this is what i have been busy for whole week, spent lots of hard work with my friends, and we faced lots of disasters!! :D but anyway, we managed to do our best on our performances, congratulation to you all... i will miss you all! :) cheers...

Opening

Kecerek (Chorus)

Musicians (we are so so sharp!! I LOVE RED)

Raja Cahaya Bulan (Hero)

Puteri Nang Mara (Heroin)

Raja Gergasi & Jin-jin

Awang-awang

Epong & Edeng (Credits to them... WELL DONE)

Ending

Musician (thanks to Eji for the guidance)

Having fun on photos... :D

me and Amanda, 2 canang girls....

our best stage manager andrew... thanks a lot to him! He did a good job...

Nicole, Amanda and Me... :D 3 canang girls...

:D Actually these photos belong to KELLY... thanks to her for capture lots of great photos... :D hehehe :D

i realized!!!!

In these few days, i have tons of unusual feeling and i feel like want to kill someone, after i did some blog posts, I realized some posts are not suitable to post out! hahahah.... but anyway, after few weeks, I WILL POST OUT!!!

I think some of you know what I mentioning! :D hahahahahha

GOOD LUCK TO MY FRIENDS :D

anyway, after the performance, I need to concentrate on my theory exams!
I did my practical exam, overall it was good :D Deeply wish I can go through this :D

明天会更好！

INAI

thanks to my friend who did this to me, this is the first time i had this :D

This is called inai, usually indian girls will do this during wedding ceremony. It's not permanent, it will vanish after few weeks, and it can decorate any kinds of designs and arts! :D Lovely! :D

i will do both hand next time! :D

......

这几个星期，我体会了许多的无奈、无言、种种复杂的情绪。不知觉中，我自己不能应付这些情绪，突然感觉自己‘空虚’。为什么会有这种感觉？连自己都没有答案。我该如何呢？

我真的好想让自己懒下来，对任何事毫不关心，但，我可以做吗？我可以放开吗？

人与人之间的缘分可以随着时间的长短而让大家认识彼此，然而由于对方的各种不良态度会让我远离他。
好人我已经做多了，是时候我该做坏人。

现在的我并不像以往的悠闲，每一天有各种的安排。由于一些无谓的课，让我的安排被迫取消，这种的牺牲会得到赞赏吗？或者任何的奖励吗？赞赏或奖励我并不在乎因为我已经麻木了。'他们' 是时候好好想自己的问题了，而不是把问题推至学生的身上。 在这种情况我会选着沉默，因为我不在乎'它'。

这些突发事件，真的让我非常的无助，我并不能改变什么，唯一的办法是随从。今天的情况，再度让我感到绝望，他们的态度真的改不了嘛？ 无言！！虽然如此，我非常庆幸有几位助手的帮忙，我该办的事都接近尾声。

朋友的无助，说实在，我并能给予他任何的帮忙，毕竟这是他的私事我身为旁观者只能默默的祝福她，预祝他能早日寻找到答案。人，拥有极多的感觉和想象，我们必须保留自我肯定不要失去信心，勇敢走下去！说是非常简单，往往行动上市会让情况出乎意料。祝福他！

明天依然是忙碌的一天，我会好好珍惜每一刻！祝我早日'早日康复'！

花田錯

love this song so so so much.. i miss my days!!!