long time..

i have lots of thoughts want to blog, but i don't know where to start, sweet, pain, hard feeling, great moments...

I know blogging is not the fine way to express my emotions and feeling, because it's a public figure... I rather keep all my secret in my heart, I won't share with anyone, trying my best to settle down or cool down. all this time, i face all problems on my own, i didn't ask for sympathies.. But i'm lucky i have supportive friends and buddies to advice me and gave me lots of guidance... I do appreciate!

I'm so moody since yesterday, I need something to let my emotion cool down, lots of bad moments i have faced.... i hope everything will be fine, I really hope that!